i do want to quit...i hate being sick and goin to get well and not gettin high...then if i dont get high i think "fuck thats money wasted..." then i think of all the shit i sold to get drugs and wish i had em back...it sucks
anyway, i called and set up MMT to start on wednesday...first dose is thursday..until then i'm supposed to "keep using but don't try and get that last big bang in before dosing"...
i'm going to check on my funds and see if i can do it
$100 intake fee
waiting on welfare/insurance that covers all of it and reimburses so much if you get on them both around the same time...
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.