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Originally Posted by Mikey
fuck fuck fuck
i can hardly stand anything right now
i feel like punching walls and ripping apart the dry wall
how i can i fucking hate someone so much when i love them?
i guess it's my fault, i told them a long time ago i've forgiven them, but i really didn't and it still hurts
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Here's a [HUG] for you Mikey. I was pretty angry about some things and people recently and I drew some comfort from a paragraph in Cannabis Spirituality by Stephen Gaskin.
"Our church has various precepts...
...
We believe that you don't need to be ruled by anger or fear. If someone comes on angry to us, we try not to come back angry to them, we go off and do the thing we do to get cool: meditate, smoke cannabis, go for a walk in the woods, and get our peace back. That way we take anger out of the system, and no one has to suffer from it again. Its the same way with fear."
It made sense to me. If it applies, I hope it helps you too.
Peace