Toasty your letter reminds me of a little thing I wrote years ago....
Heroin, going up my nose
No longer how the story goes
I had cocaine cracking up my brain
Hated myself from head to toe
Marijuana flowing through my veins......
Somethings will never change...
Anyways congrats on doing what is best for yourself!
"No one who, like me, conjures up the most evil of those half-tamed demons that inhabit the human breast, and seeks to wrestle with them, can expect to come through the struggle unscathed."