Toasty congrats, its unfortunate the bullshit we put ourselves and our families through, before we ever realize how out of hand our lives have gotten. I glad to see your in control now, 30 days sober is huge I wish you all the best, and I hope you can keep coming back here, you're an inspiration, share your knowledge. Having someone who's been there around could be helpful to others that are spiraling out of control. NA is a very positive step, stay with the program. I'm working the steps myself, we are worth it, good advice to appreciate our loved ones today, sometimes we dont get tomorrow...
much love and respect, your friend,
"No one who, like me, conjures up the most evil of those half-tamed demons that inhabit the human breast, and seeks to wrestle with them, can expect to come through the struggle unscathed."