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dude, your PAYING for university right (unless you got a complete scholarship, which is unlikely)? Why the fuck would you pay and then not go? And it's not like high school where you can slack off and get high all the time and just kinda breeze through and roll with the rest of the class. In university you gotta actually know all this shit and everything.
this is the ultimitle conclusion i came to.
i am now in university 9-6 everyday except fridays. when i'm off early. i go out one night of the weekend, drinking, the other, i'll smoke some pot if i got any money left over from the week. i'll try and make that stretch if i can. or i'll buy a joint of something good, if it comes along.
and i'm studying and doing all the work assigned. which is the big thingn for me, getting assignments in. oh well.... it only gets harder from here, so i better buck up, right?
anyways, thanks for the support from you who suggested i quit for a while. i did stop for a few weeks before picking it up again, like i said.
but as above, my smoking habits have decreased immensly. i also find I get a better high now. Much more.... pleasent.
also to the guy who said i was starting to sound parinoid, maybe it was a bit of my confused perception of things, but better safe than sorry, plus there's nothing wrong with making money or getting in shape, which is all i'm really doing.
I NEVER "BLAMED WEED" for anythting. I do weed of my own accord, it's my decision to use it, so i should be responsible enough to handle the ammount. if i am high i find it hard to study, therefore it's not so great. but i don't blame it for the two corses i failed the first semister. that was all me baby!
so now i'm gonna make up for it.
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