zepp_head

Here's a drawing I made of my room a couple years ago. I had schizophrenia at the time.

eldizle

very interesting. i can't read what the top of the bookshelf says.


i was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder t the beginning of this year. he says it's a permanent diagnosis, but i'm not so sure how he knows how it's a legitimate disorder and not just the mdpv/organic psychosis.

i don't take any meds and there are no longer people in the attic, the dea is no longer listening to my thoughts or implanting the compulsion to hide urine specimens in coolers they told me would be hidden in the woods at the bottom of my neighborhood.

the police became sympathetic when they asked what kind of drugs i had been taking and without hesitation I told them zyprexa and mirtazapine.

glad you're not sick any more. the weeks i spent in psychosis were some of the most fear and terror filled times of my life.

Mafoo

interesting pic man, its been a while since anyone posted any drawings around here, so thanks for that.

got any other work?


ps. eldizle, isnt your av a sketch done by a schizophrenic artist?

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zepp_head

Yeah dude, schizophrenia sucks. I remember some stuff kind of like that, I was pretty wacked out at one point. One time I walked from my house about 30 kilometres to this town where a girl I knew lived, in the middle of the night, because I was having a telepathic conversation with her and she was whining and going on about how she was lonely and scared and she needed someone to be with her, so I went.
Oh, and the word on the top of the bookshelf is Wu-Tang. When I was a lot younger my brother used to listen to a lot of rap and stuff and went to jail a lot, so I heard a lot about those kind of bands when I was younger. Most of the details in the picture are what was really in my room at that time, but obviously some details I added for the artistic approach, like the min-ramp at the top-right corner on top of my shelf. It kind of just felt right, going along with what I already had, and I kind of like the abstract side of art too. No I don't have any other drawrings right now that I can think of... I really need to get into it again I think. I could post some pictures I have though, if I can find a couple good ones.
This is one I took of my other room at my mom's house.

This is one a friend took of me snowboarding. If you look closely you can see the tracks in the snow where I started from to hit the snowbank. At another point in the year me and my bro built a kicker right at the top of that drop behind the fence and strapped in on the steep part behind there and hit the jump. Would be fun to gap that tree on the right, lol.

This is one of my housecats, she's cool stuff. One time my brother got her drunk on appleton estate and he said she was sitting on my mom's lap while she was knitting and kept losing her balance and falling off.

Another picture of the room I did the drawing in, technically the basement/laundry room, but my brother the master carpenter built a bunk bed out of 2 by 6 and then moved into another room, so I got the basement.

This one's pretty self-explanitory.

Back yard in the spring (up in hobo country)

Some of the decor in my room. I got that deer skull from a friend of mine. It was in her college residence and I accidentally dropped it on the floor and it came apart, and she said I could have it.

And as we wind on down the road... *heel tap*