anitablaze

i just took a sick day to masturbate.
i woke up late and i was freaking out SO badly, crying, heart palpitations and all that. this is a new job. my first month. and im still in training. so im pretty scared. they are hard asses on this sort of shit. but i all of a sudden like, stop getting so worried, and decided an orgasm fixes all. unfortunately after that i got even more freaked out cause i was even later. so i smoked a bowl, called them intending to tell them i slept in. but then just as i was about to say it, i realized it sounds really bad. so i said im going to my doctors and ill bring a note tmrw. well, just so happens my doctor who i normally have to wait 3 weeks to see, has an opening today at noon. im not sure what im going to say to her yet, but im not too worried, a few years ago i had like. ibs bullshit from stress. im taking advantage of the system though right? i dunno. i feel guiltier as the day going on.

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SageTree

Well, I hope the doc's note works out and you can go back to work no worries.

Do you like the new job or is that part of the stress on you?

In my mind it's legit to tell your Doctor you are overcome with stress and needed a personal day or something like that...

If there is really stuff on your mind, try to talk with the doc.... sounds like you have some stuff on your mind.


Not really sure what to say... I just hope things calm down and go easily for you.


I wouldn't worry about hell for now.... or ever.

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kitch

I hope you get more than one orgasm out of the deal at least.

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SageTree

Doc says,"Have two and call me in the morning."

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Mafoo

sounds like you have some sexual addiction going on.

maybe talk to doc about that??

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Jester4yall

Sounds healthy to me.. Good luck u perv

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In matters of style, swim with the current; In matters of principle, stand like a rock. -Thomas Jefferson

You will encounter many distractions and many temptations to put your goal aside: The security of a job, a wife who wants kids, whatever. But if you hang in there, always following your vision, I have no doubt you will succeed. - Larry Flynt

anitablaze

got a note from the doctor, saying i was seen and assessed, but she pretty much said to me that i needed a personal day.
still feeling guilty tho, and worried about work tmrw. after the 3 month trial period is over what if they dont hire me?

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Jester4yall

That's a tuff question to answer.. I personally make sure they know I'm a good worker. Try just talking to your boss 1 on 1 making up some good excuse before hand. Then bust your ass for the next few days. Hope that somewhat helps. Or you could try a little flirting

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In matters of style, swim with the current; In matters of principle, stand like a rock. -Thomas Jefferson

You will encounter many distractions and many temptations to put your goal aside: The security of a job, a wife who wants kids, whatever. But if you hang in there, always following your vision, I have no doubt you will succeed. - Larry Flynt

anitablaze

'if all else fails, cleavage'

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Jester4yall

Works on me

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In matters of style, swim with the current; In matters of principle, stand like a rock. -Thomas Jefferson

You will encounter many distractions and many temptations to put your goal aside: The security of a job, a wife who wants kids, whatever. But if you hang in there, always following your vision, I have no doubt you will succeed. - Larry Flynt

anitablaze

i guess it doesnt work on them =[
got the boot. damnit.

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kitch

I know the exact feeling girl. you'll be alright, there are other employers in your city.

I got fired about 5 days ago for my lack of focus. I wasn't even making much money, but I really miss having some work to do more than anything. I can't believe they let you go for one personal day when you even had a doctor's note. anyway I bet you'll find a better job soon. In the mean time keep yourself healthy, happy and horny. Maybe if all else fails you can hit your parents up until you find something new?



srsly tho employers in this country are scandalous. They'll eat up your soul then once you're completely drained they'll fire you. It sucks to be sacrificed on the alter of the american dollar. Don't let em get to you.

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anitablaze

ok, so now that i have no job, its been all of 30 minutes and im.. really fucking scared. wtf am i going to do?
last time i was really hard up, i went to check out a rubntug, after being jobless for almost 4 months, but this job i just got fired from called me and hired me, so i got saved from that. now i feel like i have no other option. i legit have NO money. none. i obviously know its not something i should put myself through, but i feel like i dont have a choice. i cant tell my family i got fired, and omg. my mind is racing.
any girls ever done this business or know someone whos been in it? i talked to the chick and she said i can do whatever im comfortable with, whatever im not comfortable with i can say that and dont have to do it. but i dont know.
fuck! =[

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The Don

Yeah it's a buyers market these days man..

Are you thinking about whoring yourself out?

Where are you from? There must be some sort of welfare program you can go on no?

And also, if it gets to that, I'd rather swallow my pride than swallow cum.

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Qui-Bong Jinn

There is no shame in bunking with the rents until you get back on your feet, that's what they are there for, they will always be happy to see you (unless they're like my dad, who is for the most part an asshole).

anitablaze

living with my parents is not an option. ill have money to pay next months rent, but my bf was supposed to come here on the 31st. i was going to pay for his ticket. hes so upset with me.

also, there is a welfare program but after paying rent ill only have enough to make my mastercard payment, forget about food.

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Jester4yall

That blows! There has to be a better option than a "Rub&Tug". Maybe check out some temp agencies or smaller mom & pop style businesses.

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In matters of style, swim with the current; In matters of principle, stand like a rock. -Thomas Jefferson

You will encounter many distractions and many temptations to put your goal aside: The security of a job, a wife who wants kids, whatever. But if you hang in there, always following your vision, I have no doubt you will succeed. - Larry Flynt

turmaline

are you kidding me!!?

come on now!

there is fucking jobs out there don't make me come through this computer.

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Roach

I'm getting the impression your Dr. doesn't know just how stressed out you are.

Welfare will cover food, (EBT card/Food stamps) no problem, it's the rent part (cash) that they usually have a problem with.

Even driving a cab/delivering pizza, would be better than degrading yourself.

imho

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anitablaze

I don't think you guys realize how difficult it is to find a job these days. I mean, I have decent references. I volunteer at the sally once a week, have done a few volunteering things before. I have a really good reference from working at a drag place, but that was for 5 years back when I was 13-18. Nothing recent! I've been doing door to door recently. It's just not the type of thing you put on a resume.

I've tried mcdonalds, tim hortons, dumb places like that, then bartending or serving gigs. Anything I can! And I was jobless for 4 months. It's insane. It jacked my debt wayyyy up and I just simply can't live like that again. I need a job ASAP

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