As I should I will start by saying sorry to all those who I offended, aka "shit on" during those 8 years. I clearly was loosing it slowly and life changing events, drug addiction and the eventual drug psychosis that followed really dint help the situation very much.

I of course can’t justify all my wrongs here. Hurting other people is hard to justify in real life let alone the need to hurt people hundreds or thousands of miles away, people that I have never met or ever...