Wicked tripping song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29e36KxP-GE

So I was workin the last weekend, and this other chick I work w/ brings in her ipod&idock, and we listen to her shit, and this song comes on by katy perry. its called I kissed a girl, and I fucking fell in love. I dont usually listen to this kind of music, but it made me so horny lol, and then i saw a pic of her... wow. i think if i ever had a chance to get w/ her i would in a fucking second. and the song just makes her even sexier.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epnaGCqmfJY

I've noticed that I'm becoming more and more negative. Not necessarily to anyone or anything in particular, just in general. It's gotta stop, because I don't wanna be someone like that. From now on, Im gonna start waking up in a positive frame of mind. When I get up I will say to myself, "Anita, you are sexy, and successful; therefore, you will have a good day today."

I think this is a long time. other people say im a sex feind. fuck them. im goin crazy. Im pretty sure its cause i live in buttfuck no where and know no one... but it could be multiple things.


I know this guy from public school whos pretty much a dick, but hot. he offered sex the other day (even though in public schooll i spat in his face because he was trying to feel me up). I couldnt say no. I bet hes gonna be good, but... im kinda worried. my best friend is friends w/...

Is it wierd that I wear boxers even though I'm a girl? Everyone I know thinks so. my friends are starting to say im too boyish, and i think its affecting my sexlife. I dont wear them all the time, but i guess its so weird out here that people seem to think that its gossip-worthy, so word gets around. I mean does it really matter what kind of under garment i choose to wear? I think it might be time for me to dress more girly. i hate the idea of that, but i hate never having sex more.
I told...