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**Pharm Girl** · 08-10-2007, 09:30 PM

I never knew betrayal so bad, so harsh, so painful........
To think I could trust him, count on him forever.
I never felt so hurt inside. So helpless, so dead.
I never realized a person like him was so fake, so unreal, such a phoney.
I never would have guessed that it was possible to hurt so badly, so deeply and so much.
I never opened my eyes, wide enough to see what I was getting myself into~
I never thought, I could be so scared inside or outside.
I never noticed how much fear I have, burning, churning, eating at my heart and soul.
I never knew that you had the power to make me feel the way
I feel, so alone, so empty, so shallow, as though I have nothing, nothing at all to offer this world~

08-10-2007, 09:30 PM	#11 (permalink)
Pharm Girl Turtle Island Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 2,359 Blog Entries: 4 Thanks: 236 Thanked 155 Times in 127 Posts	I never knew betrayal so bad, so harsh, so painful........ To think I could trust him, count on him forever. I never felt so hurt inside. So helpless, so dead. I never realized a person like him was so fake, so unreal, such a phoney. I never would have guessed that it was possible to hurt so badly, so deeply and so much. I never opened my eyes, wide enough to see what I was getting myself into~ I never thought, I could be so scared inside or outside. I never noticed how much fear I have, burning, churning, eating at my heart and soul. I never knew that you had the power to make me feel the way I feel, so alone, so empty, so shallow, as though I have nothing, nothing at all to offer this world~ __________________ Golden Rod is in full bloom 30 days early!! The bees are nesting high..........~ For us in the North that means an early winter and mega amounts of snow! Vanilla is growing wild in the bush..........food for serious thought!! The number 13 represents.........1 for the Great Mystery and the 3 for the positive, negative and the neutral!