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Old 08-13-2007, 05:02 PM   #30 (permalink)
Pharm Girl
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I mean, for so long I've had to hide what is surging inside and I'm tired..........~
Tired of having to portray the fake me so you can see who you think I should be.
With this guise I have to mask my desires and the naughty thoughts that I sire in secret.

Can I share them with you? Should I?

I promise it's not as bad as you may think!
I told of my feelings of being betrayed by those I trusted and having to hide it.
Through the pen is where it will begin to be extinguished.

~I'm not through~

I want to explore just one stanza more of my life and be prepare for what is to come.
All is summed up in the chapters that I've wrote.


As I stand fully here, now we will truly see~
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