[Geeno]

it's weird how you desire closure for so long and then when you finally get it it's like ripping all those scabs you thought had healed off again. I'm really hurting and don't know what to do about it, except i guess just be happy for her and move on with my life, like she did. I had this stupid dream of when, if, we met again we would be running up and embracing, kissing....and instead i meet a brainwashed doppleganger of the girl i loved who has no need or want for me in her life anymore,

it's always refreshing in a way to find out just how much you don't matter.