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Originally Posted by Mescalito
I find it funny when you become aware of anger ora 'dark stream'. Sometimes it feels like you just want to ignore it for a while and revel in the darkness of it all... maybe somewhere deep down its done in a way which will bring the 'light stream' back all that stronger. Where it rains alot you may appreciate the sun alot more.. but where its sunny and hotalot you may appreciate the rain alot more. Like you said Verk... PERSPECTIVE.
Its also funny and eye opening when you become aware that you are angry or whatever and you think do I really want to be like this at this particular now and the nows to come? This time you may answer nooooo fuck this.. no matter what 'caused' me to feel like this in the first place.. its up to who how to react? Damn right he says... ME! So meh.. lets be happy... thus commences a swift change in consicousness to one of a more preferable stream.. that which you consciously affected through desire and imagery... socery if you will... fucking magic it seems. It makes you wonderwhy you ever chose to feel like that in the first place. But then again one of the beautiful things about lifesometimes is getting caught in the moment and experiencing the emotion for all it is.
On to another point.. language we use can illustrate how much of a choice we think we have. Back in the last paragraph I typed 'what 'casued' me to feel bad' or something like that.. I realised when I typed it that Iput the blame somewhere else for how I reacted. The truth is for me that if you put that blame somewhere else you never had a choice about the reaction.. or you did but were never aware of it... either way. On the other side if didnt say 'caused' and rather said I didnt chose the choice I consciously desired at the time then its a completely different story. In that moment.. the choice is mine.. Ive acknowledged it... which makes it mine. How can we make a a concsious chocie when we are notaware of it..which by the very nature is the nature of both consciousness and being aware..so yes.. circles. erm that is all. Hope you are all doing fine, living your dreams and loving every moment.. if not.. then well... up to you (common phrase in Thailand which rings so true so much of the time).
Peace
Matt
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what is this anger you speak of
ive never heard of it lol - but on a serious note - have i??????????
try this kiss someone and say "i was just angry"
it will wake up the "dark side!!!!"
"it know not what it does lollol/triste(your pick)"