[Prophet Saddam]

Originally Posted by Seeds&Stems

quite lucid.
i am a drug addict. undeniable

my circle of friends are all "high" chasers... meaning we all live to get fucked up in one manner or another. I have fallen the furthest, though.

my highs are high. but the lows are very low. and they come far too often to compensate.

im crucially depressed. crippled. fake. not dead but not living.

i do not want pity or remorse. this is not a cry for help.

just a self inventory. I know what i am. can i change? truly?

i hope

Thanks for sharing.

I hope, also.