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What the others said about smoking weed...it helps. But not all weed. Some harsh chronic or something will take a lot of the edge off. You may not like weed but the thing with it is that it's a soul drug. I believe depression comes from a closed off soul. Heroin and cocaine are soul killers and having lived without it for a while, you could probably use something to kick-start the process.
It's good that you're keeping yourself busy. I'm just being honest, I don't think it's worth it to have friends around who do junk. You need friends who don't do it but also don't judge it. I can understand where your discomfort comes from being around the school kids and not being able to relate. It's not easy to make friends but you have to ask yourself if it's worth it to have friends that will ultimately break you in the long run.
I hate to sound like a mom...but why don't you find a nice girl to chill with, ya know? Maybe there's a girl out there who can make you happy enough that you're not bored and thinking about relapsing.
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grape jelly is clearly for fags. GTFO out here with your testicle-shaped fruit products.
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the other day i was in physics lab and i happened to be sitting with a bunch of asians and one girl was making paper roses, and i thought to myself, omg these people are so asian and im so white, this is so wierd.
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