Hi. I just joined today because last night I freaked out and it's kinda bugging me. Sorry if its a novel.
I've been smoking weed for over a year and I always do it when I'm happy and in a comfortable place with people that I know and trust. But last night I went to a show in town with some friends and we smoked a huge bowl[I personally had like 3 big hits] and not five minutes later I felt myself freaking out.
I don't know if it's really freaking out or what. My dad had to pick me up from the place and leave my car overnight. He's a big smoker, too, and he said that what happened to me he never really had seen before.
It's happened once before to me. My boyfriend and I were going to a cool place in the mountains we like to hang out at not too far from where we live. I smoked and he drove. Right when we hit the mountain side I started to freak. It started by me laughing like that good uncontrollable laugh one gets when high, but then I got lost inside myself. All I could hear was myself and all my crazy, racing thoughts, I didn't hear my self talking, though I was, and I didn't know what I was saying. When I things were finally clear I found that I was not laughing anymore but bawling so bad. I looked over and saw my bf looking terrified, trying to comfort me. I tell him that somethings wrong and that I should call my dad. We when over some hills and I was lost again. When things were clear I told him that I was having a heart attack because my heart was racing a million miles a second. We got there, I went in and out of myself, ate some food, got outside and was soon better.
This time I was with people I didn't know well, I immediately recognized it and called my dad to pick me up, feeling incredibly embarrassed. It took all night to finally come down instead of an hour or so like the last time. I felt like my brain swelled and I was afraid to go to sleep and never wake up. I distracted myself with video games and talking to my bf till I just felt the nirvana of the high. But now, nearly 24 hours later, I still feel weird and my head still hurts.
My dad thinks it's the pill that's doing it. Or that I smoked too much. [I consider myself a lightweight to mj. But sometimes I don't listen.] My boyfriend thinks it's the atmosphere I'm in and my mood when I smoked.
Do you guys think I smoked too much? Has this happened to anyone else?
From these experiences I'm really scared of what would happen to me on hallucinogens, and I've always wanted to try them
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