[tedkennedy]

Originally Posted by Home Wrecker

I have kind of battled with this same situation. The assumption seems to be living life sober is the best thing to do, yet I end up feeling bored, depressed, hollow, like my life is not enjoyable, nothing to look forward to. I tried antidepressants/therapy but ultimately ended up filling the hole in my life with drugs. I have justified this to myself many ways but it's still something I feel guilty about and would like to change some day. But at the same time I could see going the rest of my life this way.

amen brudda.