Light is good and dark is bad, yes? Maybe. I suppose you also believe that if your life were to be filled with light right now all the bad would dissipate, seeming like an uncomfortable dream, right? Well I'm here to tell you that this topic is not so "black and white" as it seems.
You might have some things about your self with which you are not too happy, even if you don't realize what they are and what they do to you. They may cause frustration and trouble in your life, but you get past it and persevere. Indeed, I will tell you right now that such frustration is due solely to your acting with a behavior which is not suited to your true self, what you were created (or what you created yourself) to be. Frustration is not a quality those who walk in the light of their true self can possess.
You can have these obstructions and yet still consider yourself as "happy." Silly, isn't it? Surely there are happy things within your life and you value and treasure them; I do not mean to take that from you at all! But you know as well as I that once frustration sets in, once darkness sets in, that those things in your life which make you happy seem ever so dim while your frustration looms large and imposing before you. You might be moody, or have some bad (as defined by yourself, your REAL perception) habits, a short temper, worry a lot, be anxious, nervous, etc. Whatever it is, all the frustration in your life stems from your decision to engage with these choices, and your own determination (perhaps faulty determinations, the product of false ["fooling yourself"] perception) of their quality.
When things get bad, you might wish for light to shine into your life and dispel the darkness, dispel the bad. This is very possible, but when it comes you do not recognize it! You expect the light to enter your life and work to allay the darkness, but how do you expect it to work? You want it to help you, but does light have a choice in what it does? How can it know what to do? The light is shining right this moment, in your time of distress! It shone brightly and revealed a darkness in your life, laid bare the frustration and doubt. It is only a tool of revelation, revealing the cause and root of your troubles should you choose to look. It can do no more, but is that not enough?
Work with the light, it's there to guide you. In times of frustration, it's there, should you choose to look, to help you recognize what's
really going on. Once you start to see with this light, there's no more denial: no way to temporarily cast the darkness aside and forget about it until to crops up again. The darkness is there, stark naked for you to see! Work with the light, and dispel the dark yourself. The darkness won't go away this time, it won't be forgotten. In fact, you don't want it to. This is the time.
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KRYON - Newport Beach 2006