[anaujiram]

And I thought I was better than that. We didn't fuck or anything, but had a very romantic day and evening that ended with several of the most passionate kisses I've ever had. When I say romantic, I mean it in an almost stereotypical sense. Had no plans for the day, but ended up sitting on top of a hill for hours with a bottle of wine until way past the sunset. First kiss was incredible too. There was that pause where you look at each other, and then touch her cheek and move her head toward yours.

This girl's awesome. Smokes as much weed as I do, is smart, good looking, easy for me to talk to (which isn't all that common with a girl that I really like), and everything else that I like about her.


Sigh.


She still likes her boyfriend, but they're in kind of a weird place and she's trying to figure out how to break up with him. I feel shitty because he's a nice guy, but when I think about it, I wouldn't want to be with a girl who likes me less than I think she does. Still. I'm not gonna feel good when I'm on the other end of the same kind of situation.

Ah, well, all I can do is wait and see what happens. I think if she doesn't end her thing within a week, I should just tell her not to. If it's that hard for her, she probably shouldn't do it.


Thoughts?