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Originally Posted by Seeds&Stems
quite lucid.
i am a drug addict. undeniable
this is not a cry for help.
I know what i am. can i change? truly?
i hope
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Maybe ...not an intended cry, but a subconcious (subliminal cry)....I'm right along with / ....you brother....If you need ANYTHING, and I'm able to do it, I'm here for you...just a talk w/ someone whos been in your shoes (I am also a drug addict).....but look towards the positive, you could have ended up in my shoes ..(paralyzed, always in pain, & a drug problem)..and the same goes for me..When I start feeling sorry for myself, I think back to my 3 month hospital stay..at least I recoverd enough to retain "The old Matthew"....but others were in FAR WORSE CONDITION THAN ME..The 26 year old man who has to have a screwed on neck-brace and cannot talk anymore, the 40 year old man who lost both arms in a work-related accident.....When I think of these people, my heart bleeds for them...sure, I lost use of my left hand PERMANENTLY, but I was 1mm off from
majorbrain damage.....so don't let the world get you down right now.....life ebbs and flows, and try to pray. To whomever your higher power is, it can't hurt!
Stay strong brother,
Matthew