[badgoalie85]

you should never feel guilty about anything so long as you didn't cause any harm.

do you live with your parents? if you do, do your best to move out (if you're in college i'm sure you can find a really cheap place near school...look for a room on craigslist or something) and then you can just blaze whenever you want.

if moving out isn't possible and you have to stop smoking to ensure your parents don't find out, then just live with it...but your parents aren't the ones making the decision to stop. you're making the decision to stop. you have to stop looking at smoking as if you're committing some sort of sin. once you do that, people who try to make you feel bad about smoking will just seem downright silly.

if you want to start making your own decisions it's just that easy. start making your own decisions and don't let anyone keep you from living how you want to live.