[Smaerd]

Well that persistant on and off swelling neck lymphnode is still swollen. My groin lymph nodes have slowly swollen too(noticed last night). I have no sign of pain or any outer infections.

I am told this is a sure sign of lymphoma. Any other options or input? Doctors appointment tomarrow... My stomach has been unsettaled for the passed month or so, no clean bowels some often have red blood trails. I'm hoping its some type of internal bleeding...

I don't want to die. Really I don't, I'm scared support welcomed...

Anyone know any herbal remedies against cancer, aside from MJ I have one joint left, and it's mids(probabably won't help anything) and no possible way to get any more. I heard salvia and wormwood are possible cancer treaters as well... Pray for me, I'm really scared. I think i might try to have my parents send me to somewhere where medi is legal, if the results show up to be lymphoma.

If they say I have cancer do I have to go through chemo and radiation? Or can I just kind of live it out on my own?