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Originally Posted by spicoli
Yeah. I would LOVE to get a vaporizer, but at this point, I'm afraid it's a little late.
It's just that my husband hates the fact that I smoke, and will never see it any other way. If I had bought the vaporizer when I started having these lung problems, I think it'd be a little different. I just didn't, mainly because I thought he'd freak at me paying $400+ for something to smoke my $1000 a month habit. (eeeeeeeew that sounds kinda gross) It's just not worth it to me to keep smoking, (or vaping...wtvr) when it upsets him so much. I will still get the benefits of the herb in my baking and such, without the further damage to my lungs, and my man will be a much happier man.
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ive read through the first couple of pages and that was more than enough for me. You seem like a sweet person, but jesus christ, how can an "adult" be so immature?
Firstly, you are in an marriage where your husband hates the source of your only happiness. You medicate yourself for whatever reasons and he does not approve of that. To combat this, you are trying to alter your ways in order to appease him. Marriage is a compromise and your weed habit might be adding stress to an already stressful situation. Was he not aware of your pot habit before you were married? He expects you to quit as soon as the papers were signed? That dudes almost as incoherent as you.
Instead of doing things just to appease him, why not take a step back and look at whats actually going on? Your health is deteriorating and all youre doing is adding fuel to the fire by smoking. If you have bronchitis or throat related ailments, what is the biggest agitator? Smoke. Yet you continue with your usage.
You need to realize why it is you are smoking so much (oz a week? wtf?). YOu cant ever fill the void that is missing with mj smoke and its definitely not helping your throat. You are on a destructive path, and whats worse is that you have children. If not for yourself, then you should at least maintain your health for them.
In this instance, mj doesnt seem to be the problem. Mj is just a tool to escape your problems. You need to find a way to clear your head and get back on the right track mentally and physically. If you cant justify 500 on a volcano, then spend 250 for a ssv or 150 for a vapir one. There are other options available.
i hope you can get things in order. Good luck