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stateofkane · 01-26-2009, 10:45 PM

Day 4. Wasn't going to post in here for about a week, but I can't sleep. I've had insomnia for the last 3 nights. My depression and anxiety seem to be better... or worse, I can't tell. Another fucking cold spell has prohibited me from going for walks. I just realized that since I moved back to the cities last October, I have been smoking almost every day, and the period between 2006 to last October I was a very light smoker only getting it from a MOM about once a month, if even that. So my brain wasn't used to the heavy smoking. No wonder I have felt like shit since I moved. Oh well, I'm doing pretty good. This is business, and I am taking care of it. Whatever it takes. I want to suffer, and experience untold pain.

01-26-2009, 10:45 PM	#27 (permalink)
stateofkane YaHookan Status: Offline Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 489 Thanks: 19 Thanked 99 Times in 86 Posts	Day 4. Wasn't going to post in here for about a week, but I can't sleep. I've had insomnia for the last 3 nights. My depression and anxiety seem to be better... or worse, I can't tell. Another fucking cold spell has prohibited me from going for walks. I just realized that since I moved back to the cities last October, I have been smoking almost every day, and the period between 2006 to last October I was a very light smoker only getting it from a MOM about once a month, if even that. So my brain wasn't used to the heavy smoking. No wonder I have felt like shit since I moved. Oh well, I'm doing pretty good. This is business, and I am taking care of it. Whatever it takes. I want to suffer, and experience untold pain.