Dude you've been doing so good. I'm proud of you. Its a hard habit to kick and more often than not you never have enough people that see your struggle and how hard you work to stay clean that will say I'm proud of you. Even after a relapse I'm still proud of you. Relapsing is not using. If you are relapsing it means you're still trying to quit. Its not easy. Like others have said you need to get rid of everything that makes you want the drug, get rid of everything you do the drugs with, and get rid of everyone who knows where to get the drugs. And hun remember that you're not the only one who has been through this. If you need support reach out and talk to someone before you decide to do the drugs again.