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moving sucks
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but seriously. i think i have too much in terms of stuff. it's all books that the uni wouldn't buy back, really, but i feel like the majority are books worth having, if you're going to have them at all.
and life after graduation sucks. how does one deal with the 9-5? and let's not forget the part-time. I haven't gotten it all straight yet. No time to... anything. But come home, drink a beer which feels fucking amazing and smoke a joint, maybe, if i'm not too slutty from the day's labors, and then crash. crash in an un-moved in-to apartment. what a raw deal i feel like i've got. and it's not like my job isn't compromising my morals or anything. let's leave it at this: i took philosophy, and it impacts the way i look at what i do at work.
i want to go to school again. going to graduate school seems like forever away, and i don't know how i could ever convince that i'm somebody that could hack it so they'll pay me. it's funny, when i was a kid, i thought that i was real hot shit, real confident and all, but i lost that real quick. after getting a degree, i feel a bit more so. i feel like it's something legitimate.
blah. fuck that.
i gotta go move in more. peace.
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