positive vibes, i was a lot like you when i was younger, if i was stoned i would get nervous around strangers or groups of people. i'd be afraid of saying dumb shit or looking retarded...same shit your going through now.
you don't smoke enough weed. once you start smoking all day everyday you will build up a tolerance high enough that you can do anything high. don't get me wrong there is some weed out there that will knock us all out but for the most part just smoke all the time and eventually you'll be aight.
i mean if you have a job and your doing the right thing like being involved with family and maintaining the homestead whats to fret over?
and Mydriasis made a good point too, smoke a little at a time..you dont need to smoke whole blunts to get high if the weed is decent you only need 3 or 4 puffs. and don't sucumb to peer presssure if that's an issue.
