[fenderbender]

Ehh, life for me has been stressful, but not as stressful as it once had been. Even then i could smoke and forget about my problems! Now, its just like... do i really want to smoke? No i dont think think so....

The last time i smoked weed was 2 days ago, maybe about 3 blunts total throughout the day. I was with my best friend, her brother and his friend. I began to get anti - social, and couldnt think of anything worth saying. I felt as if when i opened my mouth, i was going to say something gay, and they would laugh at me. I absolutely cannot be around alot of people when im high, i just start to freak out and wanting to get away. I want to be a thousand miles away.... It kinda makes me mad that weed makes me feel this way. If im only thinking about one thing that stresses me out a little bit, after i smoke, it will turn into a million things that stress me out. I worry about things. Its crazy.

Soo.. i'm going to smoke me a J tonight before i go to bed... and i know im going to freak out...

dude you just smoked three blunts and you got paranoid and anxious...

thats odd?
shit happens when you get real high.

dont smoke as much and stop working yourself up and convincing yourself that your gonna have a "bad trip" everytime you blaze.

smoke small amounts of weed and relax