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In your head too much, Ted.
I feel you man. Shit happens. Sometimes people suck and don't want connection. Fuck, some of the people you see walking the streets day and night literally WANT, NO connection with people. They WANT to see people apathetic and detached. This is important to realise. No one wants what you want. Hear that? NO ONE, wants exactly what you want.........
This should be a scary yet extremely freeing thought. No one out there is capable of being you or bringing to the table the thoughts and soul that you can. Therefore, if you can allow yourself to become your best 'self' you will find yourself in a sea of personal contact.
Everyone around you, at a very deep level, sincerely wants to enjoy the fun and easiness that everyone had when younger. The women, the boss's, the friends, the gas station clerk. Everyone tries there fucking best to act mature and in a state of knowingness but in reality everyone knows that it comes down to being happy and were preprogrammed to enjoy the things we enjoyed in childhood.
Become that which embodies a mature adult with the mindset of a fun loving child and ANY and ALL lonliness you experience will disappear.
Friends are overated. Let your contacts flow and flucuate and enjoy them while they are there. You must be fine alone to truely enjoy the freedom of being yourself while with people.
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If you stand for nothing, you'll fall for anything.
Last edited by Center; 07-01-2009 at 03:12 AM.
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