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I'd have never guessed you to be an outcast AL. I gotta echo Aurora's sentiments.

Ted I've told you what seems like millions of times brother, you're definitely good people, shouldn't have worries in such departments, but that's easier said than done. Glad you're finding a positive outlet for such things, keep it up my friend.

Hypes got some decent advice. I remember being really subdued socially and pretty apprehensive about social situations and worried about everyone else thinking shit about me. I'm not entirely sure how it happened but I started coming out of my shell and suppressing all that bullshit a while back. I'm imagining I just stopped giving a fuck or at least told myself I did and eventually it kinda stuck. And really, fuck 'em. It's a continual process however and something to be tweaked and worked upon.