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Old 09-03-2009, 04:42 AM   #5 (permalink)
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Originally Posted by Dr. Drew View Post
I am wondering why I keep doing the same destructive shit, even when I know it's wrong and making my future seem dismal.

After a while I bought into what they were teaching and got clean for a short while, my life seemed to get better, albeit boring.
Was going to N/A meetings (which were ok, but boring, hard for me to get into, but I didn't try that hard),

A few months later I met kids who could get boy, I told myself I was just going to try it out once in a while because I had never done powder H (which was retarded).
Why? Because you haven't committed yourself to your own cause.
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