[Ego Tripping]

Just like with feeling good, I rationalize our existance in terms of brain chemestry. Which is why I tend to agree with kitch that drugs are supremely important. I don't understand any other possibility of existance other than the one we're processing in our head. Light hitting our eyes, mass hitting our skin, waves hitting our ears. We're like sponges soaking up energy and dreaming our existance and pretending it's reality.

And what goes deeper than this is what makes up light, mass and waves...which I feel the answer is vibration. So really, we're vibrational interpreters dreaming our existence and pretending it's reality.

The question remains: what happens when you wake up from the dream?

I feel I know exactly what life is about and I firmly believe in an afterlife, which is really a beforelife or perhaps an inbetween life. I find it especially interesting when considering the core constituent of ourselves, which is perception of self/self awareness/consciousness. I do not feel this is relegated to the body, since I've been outside my body enough to know this (through meditation). Add on top of that lucid dreaming, near death experiences, tripping, past life regressions...to me, there's a mountain of evidence that supports the 'soul' aspect of us or the notion that "I" am not this body. Science's assumption that consciousness resides in the Brain will be one of the greatest misconceptions that will be corrected soon and re-arrange the entire scientific worldview. Science will still remain intact of course, as science is a process rather than a belief. But it will be merged with the mystical side of things...because really, the mystical side is only mystical because they haven't been able to detect spiritual/etheric energies with physical instruments yet. But they will soon (there's already Aura Photography) and it will be commonplace knowledge that there's more to life than physical experience through the brain processes.

I'm so stoked about dying. It's going to be amazing to remember everything I forgot. I already know this isn't my first run through and I know that all my experiences of love will last forever while the hard times that shaped me will be also remembered fondly as trials and tribulations that have made me stronger. And I'm pretty sure once we first arrive back home, it's a good block of partying with old friends.

I don't know where this post is going either, but I suppose it follows suit with the thread.