Unrequited Love

Cerebro · 10-10-2009, 06:14 PM

I'm all messed up atm
Broke up with my gf
This sort of stuff is supposed to be behind me
My insides are all over the place
I've been crying
I didn't cry after separating from my wife, but this girl was way under my skin
She was so beautiful, and felt so good, she had the bodytype that i like
but mostly she made me laugh
Sucks feeling like this
We broke up almost a week ago
I spoke to her last night (after too many beers)
She told me I was grasping at straws
and that she was relieved
ouch

my_scatterheart · 10-10-2009, 06:36 PM

unrequited love: quit it.

msicidron · 10-10-2009, 06:38 PM

I'm sorry man. You'll be ok

**Canuck Wisdom** · 10-10-2009, 06:49 PM

damn man, yea ouch

Blue_Dolphin · 10-10-2009, 07:34 PM

The SARS Volta · 10-10-2009, 08:02 PM

no matter how great you're thinking she was for you right now, there's better out there. that's true for everybody and hard to accept when you struggle with the aftermath of losing someone you value. it may not be easy but you'll make a comeback with an upgrade.

Cerebro · 10-10-2009, 10:18 PM

thanks for that sars
nice to hear, and wise as usual
she was never actually very good for me
but she was rather beautiful, rather funny, and damn fine in bed tbh
i'm sure i can do better
and sure i deserve better too

BibleGuy · 10-10-2009, 10:57 PM

Sorry Cerebro. I know what it's like to lose someone too. Hang in there...

Mercury · 10-11-2009, 02:17 AM

I'm going to disagree with some of these people Cerebro. If you really love her I think you should move heaven and earth to be with her. A woman doesn't have to want you for you to want her. If she is the prize in your eyes then I say go for it. No man can be anything that you cant to her. Show her, tell her, love her.

Cerebro · 10-11-2009, 03:42 AM

yeah, cheers merc
but most of them are right; in this case
i was just being basically stupid
she made it pretty clear that she didn't 'love' me
that was probably a week after she asked me in bed, post, if i was "loving" her yet
i left when she said something like "you know..."

haha, this is strange to share, if she reads it i hope she accepts my apols

"how i've said "i love you" a few times"
"yeah"
"well, i don't"
haha, something like that
so i left
she called me the next day saying mistake etc
make up sex cont.
it was only after that that i started to care more deeply for her
but she started backing off
i thought it was some game, i'm pretty sure i was right
i think she said to me "it was just a test, you weren't supposed to leave"

Cerebro · 10-11-2009, 03:49 AM

so, yeah
i wasn't really respecting myself much
i stayed because i thought similiar thought to you merc
and the sex was primo
at least compared to 10+ boring years of boring sex
but regardless; i've seen porn, and i know what i saw, and i say it was porn
but now i'm all like
but it's just pussy
and then i lol and realise i've moved past it, for now

Mercury · 10-11-2009, 03:51 AM

ugh, so you don't love her then? that doesn't sound a thing like love and you really jumped the gun with that bed story.

Cerebro · 10-11-2009, 04:01 AM

nope; but i tried to, and thought i did
heard of 'rebound'?
well i've done that now