got a stash but cant seem to not doing anything from it. try to hide it from myself and forget about it but doesnt seem to work. got some hydros in your pocket? not for long bitches burnt a hole straight through. got some skeedz better plug it or im smokin it..grandma asks "what do you want for lunch?" and I reply "bitch get me some pillz"...shit I gotta go through everyday.

I'm pretty content with where I am in life at the moment. I'm feeling good because I got over my little loneliness spell I was going through with the help of my pal benzo. Don't need anyone around me to feel like I'm living or not missing out on anything. It was killing me at first to have no kind of social contact with my buds on the side by the river-riverside-. Let me do me, and let them do them. At first I would be thinking about all I'm missing and shit-which isn't much-, but what the fuck...

Go back to my old stomping grounds to see a few old friends. Wasn't anything special just going out for a look see to say whats up and all. Get out there and theres nothing and find two of the dudes from way back trippin' the fuck out on some nice little liberty caps(mind you this was a few months ago), and this one kid who popped some amitryptiline:rolley es:. Well no more to say about that situation, it was handled with class .

The little fuck with the amitryptiline had to...