Doomed because we're doomed.

Smaerd · 06-29-2008, 08:41 PM

This title probably attracted alot of people, probably even on google because of what we've learned to look at. Trainwrecks of lives I am discusted and will no longer take part.

Here's the deal lemon peel, I have been learning positivity and balance, though there are so many distrctions. Is it possible that we're not DOOMED at all and we'll all live full lives and our children will too. But we'd so much easier just darkly hope and prey for our own modern worlds demise but we haven't the energy to FIGHT the things in it we don't like we'd rather just "be doomed" by them and share that knowledge with everyone we know.

Well FUCK that I don't know about you guys but I am not doomed! I won't give into those thoughts anymore! How about it, huh, how come everyone is SO easy to assume that earth is hell and life's meaning is to die and be remmembered. What if our earth was HEAVEN and lifes meaning is to fucking LIVE, not hope when we were supposed to be alive we get remmembered for something superficial we did that will carry on our "soul". But we're all so lost and cought up in the modern day control dramas, the pressures of socializing, and other such nonesense and tom foolery.

No one has control over you, ever. Not unless you let yourself think they do. Your not bounded by what you've done in the past, or what your told or think you will do in the future you wanna know why? Because YOUR ONLY ALIVE RIGHT NOW AND EVERY MOMENT IS INFINITE AND IT IS YOUR CHOICE TO HARNESS THAT AND BLESS IT, yet we live in our memories and dwell on our emotional addictions because it feels easier.

Step up, be human. Humans can think and understand life in a way that too our knowledge only our species can. Yet MOST still can't manage to praise their existence. What if humans were designed to walk the earth and praise the balance we live in? It's been proven that vibes sent out from people effect water and how plants grow. But we deny our most precious gift because we're so coaght up in fantasies..

Money isn't real, networth isn't real, your house isn't yours, your land isn't yours. Modernistic life has become a video game gathering points and trying to accomplish the feeling of "saving". it's disgusting turn off your t.v. put down your bong for a second and just breathe... YOUR ALIVE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT THIS IS NOT A SIMULATION SORRY.

Prove it? Prove what? that your in existence? fine deny it be wasteful filth and help better ruin our planets perfect balance (cuz without human existence our planets would be a perfect balance).

Sorry this isn't a really higher thought, it's a basic thought. This way of thinking is what's been keeping me sober, and i had to let this out because of how upset I am with all the nonsense I see on here about "doomed races". And no one ever has answers, well here's a pretty good one IMO and it makes more sense then the bible(once again IMO). Maybe I shoulda put this in FFA.

№1 · 06-29-2008, 08:44 PM

So...

Whats your point?

Smaerd · 06-29-2008, 08:53 PM

This isn't for everyone obviously but this is dedicated more of to those who find themselves depressed over nothing, and haven't opened their eyes to things like that. All I see is "Global warming", "2012","cancer" this and that. I'm sick of it. I just want people to have a choice to not give into that bullshit, if they do haven't already figured it out... I guess nothing really does have a point. These are just ideas to play with. Sorry for opening a new possible way for you to use your time.

msicidron · 06-29-2008, 09:26 PM

it's what people love. theres no use trying to save them all. save yourself (though it doesnt matter cause you'll soon be driven to the north pole in search of sub-120º weather before being face melted indiana jones stlye by a new form of super cancer-aids.)

Smaerd · 06-29-2008, 09:38 PM

hahaha that's some good humour. I guess I never thought things like this were commonly accepted. Maybe everyones not as lost as I thought...<sigh>Inse cuirites.

matthewmunari · 06-29-2008, 10:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Smaerd

This title probably attracted alot of people, probably even on google because of what we've learned to look at. Trainwrecks of lives I am discusted and will no longer take part.

Here's the deal lemon peel, I have been learning positivity and balance, though there are so many distrctions. Is it possible that we're not DOOMED at all and we'll all live full lives and our children will too. But we'd so much easier just darkly hope and prey for our own modern worlds demise but we haven't the energy to FIGHT the things in it we don't like we'd rather just "be doomed" by them and share that knowledge with everyone we know.

Well FUCK that I don't know about you guys but I am not doomed! I won't give into those thoughts anymore! How about it, huh, how come everyone is SO easy to assume that earth is hell and life's meaning is to die and be remmembered. What if our earth was HEAVEN and lifes meaning is to fucking LIVE, not hope when we were supposed to be alive we get remmembered for something superficial we did that will carry on our "soul". But we're all so lost and cought up in the modern day control dramas, the pressures of socializing, and other such nonesense and tom foolery.

No one has control over you, ever. Not unless you let yourself think they do. Your not bounded by what you've done in the past, or what your told or think you will do in the future you wanna know why? Because YOUR ONLY ALIVE RIGHT NOW AND EVERY MOMENT IS INFINITE AND IT IS YOUR CHOICE TO HARNESS THAT AND BLESS IT, yet we live in our memories and dwell on our emotional addictions because it feels easier.

Step up, be human. Humans can think and understand life in a way that too our knowledge only our species can. Yet MOST still can't manage to praise their existence. What if humans were designed to walk the earth and praise the balance we live in? It's been proven that vibes sent out from people effect water and how plants grow. But we deny our most precious gift because we're so coaght up in fantasies..

Money isn't real, networth isn't real, your house isn't yours, your land isn't yours. Modernistic life has become a video game gathering points and trying to accomplish the feeling of "saving". it's disgusting turn off your t.v. put down your bong for a second and just breathe... YOUR ALIVE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT THIS IS NOT A SIMULATION SORRY.

Prove it? Prove what? that your in existence? fine deny it be wasteful filth and help better ruin our planets perfect balance (cuz without human we existence our planets would be a perfect balance).

Sorry this isn't a really higher thought, it's a basic thought. This way of thinking is what's been keeping me sober, and i had to let this out because of how upset I am with all the nonsense I see on here about "doomed races". And no one ever has answers, well here's a pretty good one IMO and it makes more sense then the bible(once again IMO). Maybe I shoulda put this in FFA.

smaerd, no offene., but you sound like you've been attending too many a.a. meetings....you are right in the fact that if we live that long, technology will implode on itself, and it looks like its headed that way fast.. we are goin to have a universal i.d. card, and it is going to be a one worl market..all that science fiction shit is gonna come ,true, we might even have to wear a silver body suit a la southparks "marklar".haha, dude i just scored some orang (i forget the last name') and my appetites back (i weighed 140 lbs last tiime i went to the dr, i'm 5'9..when u say sober, wjhat exactly are u abstaining from? the needle? cuz i have diff intrepetations of sober...we're doomed, only because therse osams bin ladens in this world....say the bible isnt true, its stil life imitating art...........Peeeee eeze

Smaerd · 06-29-2008, 10:54 PM

I am kind of in that boat man. I hear you all, maybe I'm losing it a bit again. I kind of always do that...

Well by sober I mean abstaining from anything beyond reefer beer and cigarettes. Cuz those I am kind of stuck with. Yeah I'm dip dodge duck and diving the needle and the nose, swallowing pills and smoking things that aren't green/purple.

Maybe this thread should just get deleted honestly I'm a nut.. heh...

I still throw it up to god based religion cuz they instill good morals for people to live by. I just don't buy into it really... Everything seems fake when your sober, except memories. And when you aren't sober things feel fake too but atleast you can put your finger on why.

matthewmunari · 06-29-2008, 11:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Smaerd

I am kind of in that boat man. I hear you all, maybe I'm losing it a bit again. I kind of always do that...

Well by sober I mean abstaining from anything beyond reefer beer and cigarettes. Cuz those I am kind of stuck with. Yeah I'm dip dodge duck and diving the needle and the nose, swallowing pills and smoking things that aren't green/purple.

Maybe this thread should just get deleted honestly I'm a nut.. heh...

I still throw it up to god based religion cuz they instill good morals for people to live by. I just don't buy into it really... Everything seems fake when your sober, except memories. And when you aren't sober things feel fake too but atleast you can put your finger on why.

just outta curiosity, what psyche. meds do u take?

Smaerd · 06-29-2008, 11:04 PM

I used to take prozac and buspar, and alot benzodaizepines(most ly self-medicated) but I quit all those cuz of cost and how I don't exist anymore really. I also used to abuse some seroquels very fequently, though those were never prescribed to me. what makes you think I'm on psyche mes.

matthewmunari · 06-29-2008, 11:23 PM

[quote=Smaerd;5160718 0]I used to take prozac and buspar, and alot benzodaizepines(most ly self-medicated) but I quit all those. I also used to abuse some seroquels very fequently, though those were never prescribed to me. what makes you think I'm on psyche mes.[/QUOTE

im on psyche meds, dont take it as an insult please...i've been on buspar, and i get a 1mg of xanax every 6 hours.....i need it to settle my temper, and it seems most of my friends were on psyche meds, seroquel, zyprexa etc..the only meds i take now are the 80's, as prescribed...tho i do thro a litlle speedball into the mix

...but its deserved, and i can afford it...so ppl tell me to live life on lifes term, live life with a paralyzed left hand / leg side of the body, then tell me how ya feel..believe me ma, if you check back in this forum, i thought i was done too, i really wanted to quit, but then i realized that i'd be giving up alot, hustling for the money (very addictive), meeting the connect (also addictive), and i have no chance of meetig a chick (a normal one) check my pix, im adecent looking, but not many hot chicks like 2 speedball...i met 2 6 years ago, ended up pimping 1 out (for ournext fix)
ahah she has a new husandnow, outta the scene, andthe other left me st circus circus parking lot after we both ate 10 xannie barsm i woke up in the hospital AGAIN from xanax, they make you wear the paper gowns so you wont kill youself,, hrehr
yeah dude im a dopefiend whos struggling w/ addicton just like you, do you have conects #? if so how many? and are they programmed into your cell?

Dozer McDozer · 06-29-2008, 11:40 PM

a new world is on the horizon

oh and matthew he said hes still smokin reefer a bit

Smaerd · 06-29-2008, 11:45 PM

I remmember when you made that post about how you were done...

I don't think psychotic meds are an insult. I guess I was just surprised you'd ask as if you knew I had mental problems..eh

I smoke reefer whenever I can, that will never change.

Dozer McDozer · 06-29-2008, 11:48 PM

hey what city do you live in, just curious

matthewmunari · 06-30-2008, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by Smaerd

I'm going to be honest I still have probably 4 straight connections[unless they got popped or something] in my cell to opiates(and many ways to get ahold of them), but I know how and where to score in two cities...And could most likely figure it out in others... Hustling is super addictive... I'd say just as addictive as the drugs or more.

I remmember when you made that post about how you were done...

I don't think psychotic meds are an insult. I guess I was just surprised you'd ask as if you knew I had mental problems..eh

I smoke reefer whenever I can, that will never change.

yeah bro. i thought i was done, then i hit a perfect 1 & 1 (heroin n cocaine
) in the neck, so rare of me to hit perfect lke that, and it was BLAST OFF heaven for like 10-20 min.....n the thing is, you know you wana keep shooting after that 1st shot, i buy bag of white 4 5 bucks, so every morning my dude comes over with 1 & 2 (b & w) and if i got semi new points, ill give it a shot...its a sickness, i've become a slave to my brain

matthewmunari · 06-30-2008, 12:23 AM

and the sad part is hes the only connect i have, i have $ every day i hustle,but if he gets popped, i guess his brtother would take over.....and they were all mexicans, my connex..r yours????

matthewmunari · 06-30-2008, 12:24 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Dozer McDozer

a new world is on the horizon

oh and matthew he said hes still smokin reefer a bit

i meant dope connects (heroin)

Smaerd · 06-30-2008, 12:25 AM

let's take this to pm cuz I think i know where this is going and this doesn't fit the discussion here expect a pm in a minute.

matthewmunari · 06-30-2008, 12:36 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Smaerd

let's take this to pm cuz I think i know where this is going and this doesn't fit the discussion here expect a pm in a minute.

y you care wat these people think? unless you wanna trade dope,lets leave it right here, air out your dirty laundry, it cant get much worse than me posting in another forun poppin the top off a rig, and squirting te herion upmy anal cavity...i have no shame, beause i dont care what ppl think of mydecisions, now their feelingsa r a diff story, so if you would feel comfortable in p.m. im game

06-29-2008, 08:41 PM	#1 (permalink)
Smaerd observations kill me Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Vagrant Status Posts: 1,975 Thanks: 251 Thanked 316 Times in 232 Posts	Doomed because we're doomed. This title probably attracted alot of people, probably even on google because of what we've learned to look at. Trainwrecks of lives I am discusted and will no longer take part. Here's the deal lemon peel, I have been learning positivity and balance, though there are so many distrctions. Is it possible that we're not DOOMED at all and we'll all live full lives and our children will too. But we'd so much easier just darkly hope and prey for our own modern worlds demise but we haven't the energy to FIGHT the things in it we don't like we'd rather just "be doomed" by them and share that knowledge with everyone we know. Well FUCK that I don't know about you guys but I am not doomed! I won't give into those thoughts anymore! How about it, huh, how come everyone is SO easy to assume that earth is hell and life's meaning is to die and be remmembered. What if our earth was HEAVEN and lifes meaning is to fucking LIVE, not hope when we were supposed to be alive we get remmembered for something superficial we did that will carry on our "soul". But we're all so lost and cought up in the modern day control dramas, the pressures of socializing, and other such nonesense and tom foolery. No one has control over you, ever. Not unless you let yourself think they do. Your not bounded by what you've done in the past, or what your told or think you will do in the future you wanna know why? Because YOUR ONLY ALIVE RIGHT NOW AND EVERY MOMENT IS INFINITE AND IT IS YOUR CHOICE TO HARNESS THAT AND BLESS IT, yet we live in our memories and dwell on our emotional addictions because it feels easier. Step up, be human. Humans can think and understand life in a way that too our knowledge only our species can. Yet MOST still can't manage to praise their existence. What if humans were designed to walk the earth and praise the balance we live in? It's been proven that vibes sent out from people effect water and how plants grow. But we deny our most precious gift because we're so coaght up in fantasies.. Money isn't real, networth isn't real, your house isn't yours, your land isn't yours. Modernistic life has become a video game gathering points and trying to accomplish the feeling of "saving". it's disgusting turn off your t.v. put down your bong for a second and just breathe... YOUR ALIVE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT THIS IS NOT A SIMULATION SORRY. Prove it? Prove what? that your in existence? fine deny it be wasteful filth and help better ruin our planets perfect balance (cuz without human existence our planets would be a perfect balance). Sorry this isn't a really higher thought, it's a basic thought. This way of thinking is what's been keeping me sober, and i had to let this out because of how upset I am with all the nonsense I see on here about "doomed races". And no one ever has answers, well here's a pretty good one IMO and it makes more sense then the bible(once again IMO). Maybe I shoulda put this in FFA. Last edited by Smaerd; 06-29-2008 at 08:55 PM.

06-29-2008, 08:44 PM	#2 (permalink)
№1 Banzai Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: 8th dimension Posts: 8,904 Thanks: 31 Thanked 108 Times in 78 Posts	So... Whats your point? __________________ "History is'a made at night! Character is what you are in the dark!" John Whorfin --------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------- Planet Ten

06-29-2008, 08:53 PM	#3 (permalink)
Smaerd observations kill me Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Vagrant Status Posts: 1,975 Thanks: 251 Thanked 316 Times in 232 Posts	This isn't for everyone obviously but this is dedicated more of to those who find themselves depressed over nothing, and haven't opened their eyes to things like that. All I see is "Global warming", "2012","cancer" this and that. I'm sick of it. I just want people to have a choice to not give into that bullshit, if they do haven't already figured it out... I guess nothing really does have a point. These are just ideas to play with. Sorry for opening a new possible way for you to use your time. Last edited by Smaerd; 06-29-2008 at 08:58 PM.

06-29-2008, 11:04 PM	#9 (permalink)
Smaerd observations kill me Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Vagrant Status Posts: 1,975 Thanks: 251 Thanked 316 Times in 232 Posts	I used to take prozac and buspar, and alot benzodaizepines(most ly self-medicated) but I quit all those cuz of cost and how I don't exist anymore really. I also used to abuse some seroquels very fequently, though those were never prescribed to me. what makes you think I'm on psyche mes. Last edited by Smaerd; 06-29-2008 at 11:13 PM.

06-29-2008, 11:45 PM	#12 (permalink)
Smaerd observations kill me Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Vagrant Status Posts: 1,975 Thanks: 251 Thanked 316 Times in 232 Posts	I remmember when you made that post about how you were done... I don't think psychotic meds are an insult. I guess I was just surprised you'd ask as if you knew I had mental problems..eh I smoke reefer whenever I can, that will never change. Last edited by Smaerd; 06-30-2008 at 01:22 AM.

06-29-2008, 09:26 PM	#4 (permalink)
msicidron YaHookan Join Date: May 2007 Location: Sicily 8, The Mob Planet Posts: 525 Thanks: 7 Thanked 39 Times in 33 Posts	it's what people love. theres no use trying to save them all. save yourself (though it doesnt matter cause you'll soon be driven to the north pole in search of sub-120º weather before being face melted indiana jones stlye by a new form of super cancer-aids.)

06-29-2008, 09:38 PM	#5 (permalink)
Smaerd observations kill me Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Vagrant Status Posts: 1,975 Thanks: 251 Thanked 316 Times in 232 Posts	hahaha that's some good humour. I guess I never thought things like this were commonly accepted. Maybe everyones not as lost as I thought...<sigh>Inse cuirites.

06-29-2008, 10:54 PM	#7 (permalink)
Smaerd observations kill me Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Vagrant Status Posts: 1,975 Thanks: 251 Thanked 316 Times in 232 Posts	I am kind of in that boat man. I hear you all, maybe I'm losing it a bit again. I kind of always do that... Well by sober I mean abstaining from anything beyond reefer beer and cigarettes. Cuz those I am kind of stuck with. Yeah I'm dip dodge duck and diving the needle and the nose, swallowing pills and smoking things that aren't green/purple. Maybe this thread should just get deleted honestly I'm a nut.. heh... I still throw it up to god based religion cuz they instill good morals for people to live by. I just don't buy into it really... Everything seems fake when your sober, except memories. And when you aren't sober things feel fake too but atleast you can put your finger on why.

06-29-2008, 11:40 PM	#11 (permalink)
Dozer McDozer yahookan Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: whaa...huh? Posts: 565 Thanks: 60 Thanked 45 Times in 41 Posts	a new world is on the horizon oh and matthew he said hes still smokin reefer a bit

06-29-2008, 11:48 PM	#13 (permalink)
Dozer McDozer yahookan Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: whaa...huh? Posts: 565 Thanks: 60 Thanked 45 Times in 41 Posts	hey what city do you live in, just curious

06-30-2008, 12:25 AM	#17 (permalink)
Smaerd observations kill me Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Vagrant Status Posts: 1,975 Thanks: 251 Thanked 316 Times in 232 Posts	let's take this to pm cuz I think i know where this is going and this doesn't fit the discussion here expect a pm in a minute.