Direct Recording

[Smaerd]

light light shine so bright
upon this starry normal night
as I feel every moment in shutter and fright
as I hope for the dreams and wishes that may come true
I wonder what its like to truly see the color blue
as everything comes and everything goes
I understand that nothing is truth and nothing is to ever be owed or known
because fact is fiction and fiction is fact
and nothing is beyond that
between this or tat
twiddle me that
riddle me this
teach me something short of bliss
utter memories
utter remembrances
speaking in a language beyond that of mine
as I do every day
and I question myself
what is this really
that I am enshelved
that hope is but a dream
and a dream is but perspective
and perspect is but reality
but reality is tangible


and in a world where nothing matters
yet everything is mine

I limit myself between this and thine
the line we create which we call time
is but, a graph showing, a linear equation
of quantum reality that we sense
within every essence of our being and every moment of our seeing
life is but a mystery but it is all known

surface is but a graph that everything is already shown,
send to me balance
and send to me rythem
send to my hope
and send to me barricade

but for every barricade I encounter I have created
but every accomplishment I have made
I have created

it is the synergistic balance of understanding
realities fallace

hopeless,yet dreaming,
dreaming yet deeming,
intertwining with oneself
intertwining with all

I am but a network which creates what is
and what isn't
but, *cough*

railing present maybe a guide
or
if i chose to I can turn around and just ride
the stairs down
pain may follow may be found
but
every subtle inhalation creates nerve stimulation
but this is what I feel and that is what I deem real
and this is where I end this tape because this is where I have chosen my words


Welcome to a 5 minutes of my thought processes whilst heavily intoxicated.

[Mafoo]

trippy! i always have a tough time with stream of conciousness style writing.
i like the last line

[Smaerd]

I think in poems, so like I just sat down on my porch with a cigarette and recorded that haha. I do that a lot with single stanza's and very occassionally whole poems, I guess I just wanted the yahooka world to see how much I think even when I am sitting on my porch smoking a cigarette. Obviously the act of being recorded made me chose my words differently but man if I could share with you the things I say/sing unrecorded, well I might just be published or something ahaha.