Lions & Christians (PB)

I have become like a little kid lately looking to try to bend the world or my mind to new substances. I have little to live for, and much to find out.

why not?

my glances turn to DMT.

I've gone through full ride of DMT through 4 ayahuasca trips, administer by a trip guide. for those who havent taked the ride, it's not a typical psycadelic, infact i really dont even label it as that.

LSD, and mushrooms you can explore your outer world, and you're a fool not to. sure, in large doses it can turn on you and make you go inside, but rarely are you beaten down by a psychoactive bat to lay down in the fetal position and focus on whats going on inside your head.

well, usually rarely...

however few those like dex, and dmt, that is what you do. exploring your outside world is a extreme bother, often interfering with the stomach and nervousness. you disconnect from the body and explore the mechanism of yourself, and your world.

these are my favorite, and only through DMT have i felt like i've gotten somewhere before being pulled back. I'll even see the death glance all throughout the week helping me move back and re-explore.

and that death glance (to go into details, where it seems like all air wraps around object, pushing them out, where they seem like their not moving with you) is what am after.

while i appreciate the full ride, the fact is it's fucking soul crushing. sometimes it's hard to understand the questions and idea it puts infront of you, it barrages you with with absolutely nothing and you find yourself fighting with peon defense mechanism missing everything.

missing the experience.

which brings me to the hang on.

DMT is found in numerous plant matter around here, i have large acess reed canary grass, and smoking this substance seems to offer .10 of the experience, but the death glance is still there if coached.

i want one month of meditation on this glance, and im thinking of using it as dietary supplement. tolerance is a question, and so is health issues, that with my daily scripts of opiates and amphetamines...but the the stand alone fact is im going to do it.

someway, somehow, by whatever means. if i die, so beit.

but im open to you my fellow pears, please, tell me what you think.

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The most dangerous drug on this planet has to be oxygen.

A gateway drug to say the least, further more people use without even consideration, not consenting to moderation in the least, and dont even get me started on the withdrawels.

the goal of alchemy is to turn lead into gold. to take a substance and combine it with another substance that makes it more than it's origenal worth. in this sense, you really need to start making bronze statues of your pharmacist or local chemist, for they have made gods own medicine, morphine, and in contrast, a shiney rock doesnt seem to compete.

eldizle

Rick Strassman says no tolerance is present at 4 injections daily for 2 weeks.

I'm a fan of the freebase. Can't handle the hydrochloride orally=maoi too often, i'm not that masochistic....but the base....it's just fine. Better than crack, one would say.

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"All I care about is that we are all happy and healthy...I don't give a fuck about how you got there, nor to I want to hear endless rambling about how your changes should be my changes...You do what works for you...I will do what works for me..."

~grieves

eldizle

also-canary grss BLOWS. impossible to work with. but i'm an impatient child, and i want my base by nighttime. none of thise threeweekextract nonsense for me.

use m. hostilis rootbark- mjb offers (offered) quality material, unaware of current pricings

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"All I care about is that we are all happy and healthy...I don't give a fuck about how you got there, nor to I want to hear endless rambling about how your changes should be my changes...You do what works for you...I will do what works for me..."

~grieves

K10

word^ to the hostilis.

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