thank you, you groovey people. Last wishes.

Lions & Christians (PB) · 10-03-2006, 11:14 PM

i really had no idea how dependant i'd be on opiates when i first came to this board.

i was an alcoholic, chain smoker, who did his fair share of "other highs" but really never gave a hoot intill weed and ciggs where taken away. once it was, i really started to notice the distance from most of the board, except here.

instead of being shamed that i'd take up a heroin addiction instead of subjecting my lungs too yet more pot smoke, i atleast got a few positive responses in this area. this is wonderful.

too often people scorn what they fear and dont understand, you people raise questions though to these beatiful substances that have severly reduced my pain in what i now know to be the end of my days.

this is why i love each and every one of you.

i'm currently a patient of hospis, i have more morphine in my morphine stream than that red goop, and i most of the time i can barely breath.

but i seriously dont care, im loaded, and feel practiculaly nothing. even the panic from not breathing is severly reduced.

these drugs are not all dark sinister evil substances that turns all people into theifs, whores, and murders, they also help people.

i want every last one of you to remember that.

DO NOT FORGET!

it is your responsibility as a informed drug user to not biasly bash any drug simply due to lack of knowledge, and to speak up when needed to add information to the general public.

i know this doesnt always work, but atleast try this.

other than that, i have very few parting words.

thank you people for being alive when i was.

- lions & christians (PB)
- shake-a-baby
- perhapsbeligerent

goodbye folks, and take it easy ( in the vein) and stay alive.

Captain Cannabis · 10-03-2006, 11:25 PM

you will not be forgotten

peace be with you

K10 · 10-03-2006, 11:32 PM

word....be easy

eldizle · 10-04-2006, 08:13 AM

Much Love and Adventures wherever you Journey next

Hooked · 10-04-2006, 08:06 PM

It's been a pleasure man.

Forever remebered

**Home Wrecker** · 10-19-2006, 05:21 PM

Love and respect to the end

**Jimmycube** · 10-26-2006, 03:49 PM

w3rd..may the sun always shine on your back yo

Frodo · 01-21-2007, 07:41 AM

Always liked reading your posts, man.

I know this post is probably way WAY late, and I should check this forum more often.

In any case, if by some off-chance it does reach you, know that you'll be missed.

**SageTree** · 08-30-2009, 04:33 PM

A letter from his sister

Just remembering that we are all human here, and have a profound effect on each other.

We are all family at Yahooka, fucked up or not, and we all have an opprotunity to shed love and compassion or a swift smack

in support. Some member don't talk to anyone else in their lives about their problems. I am touched many of you have shared with me, and let me into your life as a caring member of your circle.

Thanks for sharing and thanks for letting me care.

L&C was an amazing member, and I'm sorry he's not here with us today.

I care about you all and the door of my heart is always open to you for anything, without judgements.

Cerpin Taxt · 08-30-2009, 04:52 PM

Rest in peace PB, you were always great on these boards... one of the good ones.

~1~ · 08-30-2009, 05:01 PM

YouTube - Warren Zevon - Keep Me In Your Heart

The Rev · 08-30-2009, 05:33 PM

Damn.

The Rev

**Jimmycube** · 08-30-2009, 07:18 PM

thats very sad news and hits close to home sense i also battled opiates and have chronic illness.

Its easy to forget here that some times when we are having fun yahooka style other people here are really suffering.

i just made a blog about this issue cause i went through a lot of the same things and i suggest u all check it out. It does a pretty good job of showing the effects of knowing u having a illness like that and just what it can do to ones self worth.

http://www.yahooka.com/forum/blogs/j...-ass-read.html

best wishes to everybody out there. take care

Mydriasis · 08-30-2009, 07:23 PM

I bet he's just hanging out in hyper-space reading this.

Hi Lions & Christians. You were a beautiful person and an even better spirit/energy/astral body. I'll see ya when I see ya. Maybe this time we can talk face to face!

Kompressor · 08-30-2009, 07:33 PM

From jelqing to Arlo Guthrie, PB was a class act all the way.

RIP

scottishbastard · 08-30-2009, 08:00 PM

I didn't even know you were sick buddy. God bless. I had some problems with heroin too, but still see the general value of it...but then again I never really used it for physical pain. I'll finish with a classic Irish prayer "May you be half an hour in heaven before the devil knows you're dead". Shine on you crazy diamond.

Black · 08-30-2009, 09:38 PM

wow.

José · 08-30-2009, 10:00 PM

yeah, wow!

R.I.P.

Peace seeker · 08-30-2009, 11:24 PM

RIP man

hope you re in a better world

notepad · 08-31-2009, 01:27 AM

since this is what i get when clicking sage's link:

Quote:

Tyrone Shoelaces, you do not have permission to access this page. This could be due to one of several reasons:

Your user account may not have sufficient privileges to access this page. Are you trying to edit someone else's post, access administrative features or some other privileged system?
If you are trying to post, the administrator may have disabled your account, or it may be awaiting activation.

i can't be sure, but if its the same letter from L&C's sister, this is not new news, however tragic.

not trying to be unsympathetic, but where the hell were you people that you didnt already know this

10-03-2006, 11:14 PM	#1 (permalink)
Lions & Christians (PB) former junky turned junky Join Date: Jul 2002 Location: evidently, here. Posts: 5,827 Thanks: 0 Thanked 15 Times in 3 Posts	thank you, you groovey people. Last wishes. i really had no idea how dependant i'd be on opiates when i first came to this board. i was an alcoholic, chain smoker, who did his fair share of "other highs" but really never gave a hoot intill weed and ciggs where taken away. once it was, i really started to notice the distance from most of the board, except here. instead of being shamed that i'd take up a heroin addiction instead of subjecting my lungs too yet more pot smoke, i atleast got a few positive responses in this area. this is wonderful. too often people scorn what they fear and dont understand, you people raise questions though to these beatiful substances that have severly reduced my pain in what i now know to be the end of my days. this is why i love each and every one of you. i'm currently a patient of hospis, i have more morphine in my morphine stream than that red goop, and i most of the time i can barely breath. but i seriously dont care, im loaded, and feel practiculaly nothing. even the panic from not breathing is severly reduced. these drugs are not all dark sinister evil substances that turns all people into theifs, whores, and murders, they also help people. i want every last one of you to remember that. DO NOT FORGET! it is your responsibility as a informed drug user to not biasly bash any drug simply due to lack of knowledge, and to speak up when needed to add information to the general public. i know this doesnt always work, but atleast try this. other than that, i have very few parting words. thank you people for being alive when i was. - lions & christians (PB) - shake-a-baby - perhapsbeligerent goodbye folks, and take it easy ( in the vein) and stay alive. __________________ The most dangerous drug on this planet has to be oxygen. A gateway drug to say the least, further more people use without even consideration, not consenting to moderation in the least, and dont even get me started on the withdrawels. the goal of alchemy is to turn lead into gold. to take a substance and combine it with another substance that makes it more than it's origenal worth. in this sense, you really need to start making bronze statues of your pharmacist or local chemist, for they have made gods own medicine, morphine, and in contrast, a shiney rock doesnt seem to compete.

10-03-2006, 11:25 PM	#2 (permalink)
Captain Cannabis safety word: more Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: m.i.a. Posts: 13,920 Thanks: 2,704 Thanked 3,173 Times in 1,812 Posts	you will not be forgotten peace be with you __________________ fuck the monkeys

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K10 Lazy lightning Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: out in the cold rain and snow Posts: 3,142 Thanks: 133 Thanked 337 Times in 184 Posts	word....be easy __________________ Just because you tie dye your wool, doesn't mean you're not a sheep. R.I.P. Alice D.

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Home Wrecker material boy Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: Ishmaelia Posts: 4,770 Thanks: 1,615 Thanked 842 Times in 418 Posts	Love and respect to the end __________________ Mr. Pink: You kill anybody? Mr. White: A few cops. Mr. Pink: No real people? Mr. White: Just cops.

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eldizle Love. Share it. Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Inside a Microgram Scale Posts: 5,207 Thanks: 978 Thanked 591 Times in 423 Posts	Much Love and Adventures wherever you Journey next

01-21-2007, 07:41 AM	#8 (permalink)
Frodo Naysayer Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: "Left my soul there, down by the sea..." Posts: 4,155 Thanks: 0 Thanked 3 Times in 2 Posts	Always liked reading your posts, man. I know this post is probably way WAY late, and I should check this forum more often. In any case, if by some off-chance it does reach you, know that you'll be missed.

08-30-2009, 04:33 PM	#9 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 23,414 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 13,070 Thanked 6,767 Times in 4,664 Posts	A letter from his sister Just remembering that we are all human here, and have a profound effect on each other. We are all family at Yahooka, fucked up or not, and we all have an opprotunity to shed love and compassion or a swift smack in support. Some member don't talk to anyone else in their lives about their problems. I am touched many of you have shared with me, and let me into your life as a caring member of your circle. Thanks for sharing and thanks for letting me care. L&C was an amazing member, and I'm sorry he's not here with us today. I care about you all and the door of my heart is always open to you for anything, without judgements. __________________ "What's oppressive is letting your life be confined by old definitions of what everything is." -Zen Meister my_scatterheart YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance. Last edited by SageTree; 08-30-2009 at 05:50 PM.

08-30-2009, 04:52 PM	#10 (permalink)
Cerpin Taxt Yahookan Zealot Join Date: Jun 2002 Location: Canada Posts: 7,213 Blog Entries: 1 Thanks: 843 Thanked 1,919 Times in 1,011 Posts	Rest in peace PB, you were always great on these boards... one of the good ones. __________________ Step Back. Evaluate. Recognize. "All memory is really a form of regurgitation of undigested experience." -Alan Watts Last edited by Cerpin Taxt; 08-30-2009 at 04:55 PM.

08-30-2009, 05:33 PM	#12 (permalink)
The Rev Clear Light Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: In my head, somewhere. Posts: 17,860 Thanks: 5,012 Thanked 5,416 Times in 2,862 Posts	Damn. The Rev __________________ Budforce - My Friend August 29, 1973- May 25, 2012

08-30-2009, 07:23 PM	#14 (permalink)
Mydriasis Do Not Resuscitate Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 1,293 Thanks: 840 Thanked 431 Times in 298 Posts	I bet he's just hanging out in hyper-space reading this. Hi Lions & Christians. You were a beautiful person and an even better spirit/energy/astral body. I'll see ya when I see ya. Maybe this time we can talk face to face! __________________ ۞

08-30-2009, 07:33 PM	#15 (permalink)
Kompressor Voice of Reason Join Date: Dec 2000 Location: Illinois Posts: 8,361 Thanks: 0 Thanked 3,067 Times in 1,634 Posts	From jelqing to Arlo Guthrie, PB was a class act all the way. RIP __________________ Think like a man of action, act like a man of thought. -H. Bergson

08-30-2009, 08:00 PM	#16 (permalink)
scottishbastard ARGH! FUCK! KILL! Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Castaic/Los Angeles California BITCHES! Posts: 1,954 Thanks: 32 Thanked 69 Times in 60 Posts	I didn't even know you were sick buddy. God bless. I had some problems with heroin too, but still see the general value of it...but then again I never really used it for physical pain. I'll finish with a classic Irish prayer "May you be half an hour in heaven before the devil knows you're dead". Shine on you crazy diamond. __________________ Yeah but you're going to do what you wanna do No matter what I ask of you You think you hold the high hand I've got my doubts I come from Chino where the asphalt sprouts ..... And even if I have to go to Claremont Well I guess I'll just have to go to Claremont Let me go Let me lie low Yeah but you're going to do what you wanna do No matter what I ask of you And you send your dark messengers to tempt me I come from Chino so all your threats are empty - the mountain goats

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Black YaHookan Join Date: Nov 2008 Posts: 761 Thanks: 367 Thanked 310 Times in 197 Posts	wow. __________________ formality known as higherlearner84, la coka nostra and finding balance.

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José YaHookan Join Date: Sep 2007 Posts: 3,363 Thanks: 62 Thanked 147 Times in 72 Posts	yeah, wow! R.I.P.

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08-30-2009, 11:24 PM	#19 (permalink)
Peace seeker free the herb Join Date: Nov 2003 Posts: 6,844 Thanks: 773 Thanked 551 Times in 385 Posts	RIP man hope you re in a better world