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Old 10-03-2006, 11:14 PM   #1 (permalink)
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thank you, you groovey people. Last wishes.

i really had no idea how dependant i'd be on opiates when i first came to this board.

i was an alcoholic, chain smoker, who did his fair share of "other highs" but really never gave a hoot intill weed and ciggs where taken away. once it was, i really started to notice the distance from most of the board, except here.

instead of being shamed that i'd take up a heroin addiction instead of subjecting my lungs too yet more pot smoke, i atleast got a few positive responses in this area. this is wonderful.

too often people scorn what they fear and dont understand, you people raise questions though to these beatiful substances that have severly reduced my pain in what i now know to be the end of my days.

this is why i love each and every one of you.

i'm currently a patient of hospis, i have more morphine in my morphine stream than that red goop, and i most of the time i can barely breath.

but i seriously dont care, im loaded, and feel practiculaly nothing. even the panic from not breathing is severly reduced.

these drugs are not all dark sinister evil substances that turns all people into theifs, whores, and murders, they also help people.

i want every last one of you to remember that.

DO NOT FORGET!

it is your responsibility as a informed drug user to not biasly bash any drug simply due to lack of knowledge, and to speak up when needed to add information to the general public.

i know this doesnt always work, but atleast try this.

other than that, i have very few parting words.

thank you people for being alive when i was.

- lions & christians (PB)
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goodbye folks, and take it easy ( in the vein) and stay alive.
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Old 10-03-2006, 11:25 PM   #2 (permalink)
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Old 10-03-2006, 11:32 PM   #3 (permalink)
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Old 10-04-2006, 08:13 AM   #4 (permalink)
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Old 10-04-2006, 08:06 PM   #5 (permalink)
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It's been a pleasure man.

Forever remebered
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Old 10-19-2006, 05:21 PM   #6 (permalink)
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Old 10-26-2006, 03:49 PM   #7 (permalink)
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Old 01-21-2007, 07:41 AM   #8 (permalink)
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Always liked reading your posts, man.

I know this post is probably way WAY late, and I should check this forum more often.

In any case, if by some off-chance it does reach you, know that you'll be missed.
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Old 08-30-2009, 04:33 PM   #9 (permalink)
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A letter from his sister

Just remembering that we are all human here, and have a profound effect on each other.

We are all family at Yahooka, fucked up or not, and we all have an opprotunity to shed love and compassion or a swift smack in support. Some member don't talk to anyone else in their lives about their problems. I am touched many of you have shared with me, and let me into your life as a caring member of your circle.

Thanks for sharing and thanks for letting me care.

L&C was an amazing member, and I'm sorry he's not here with us today.

I care about you all and the door of my heart is always open to you for anything, without judgements.
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Old 08-30-2009, 04:52 PM   #10 (permalink)
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Rest in peace PB, you were always great on these boards... one of the good ones.
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Old 08-30-2009, 05:01 PM   #11 (permalink)
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Old 08-30-2009, 05:33 PM   #12 (permalink)
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Old 08-30-2009, 07:18 PM   #13 (permalink)
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thats very sad news and hits close to home sense i also battled opiates and have chronic illness.

Its easy to forget here that some times when we are having fun yahooka style other people here are really suffering.

i just made a blog about this issue cause i went through a lot of the same things and i suggest u all check it out. It does a pretty good job of showing the effects of knowing u having a illness like that and just what it can do to ones self worth.

http://www.yahooka.com/forum/blogs/j...-ass-read.html

best wishes to everybody out there. take care
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Old 08-30-2009, 07:23 PM   #14 (permalink)
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I bet he's just hanging out in hyper-space reading this.

Hi Lions & Christians. You were a beautiful person and an even better spirit/energy/astral body. I'll see ya when I see ya. Maybe this time we can talk face to face!

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Old 08-30-2009, 07:33 PM   #15 (permalink)
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From jelqing to Arlo Guthrie, PB was a class act all the way.

RIP
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Old 08-30-2009, 08:00 PM   #16 (permalink)
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I didn't even know you were sick buddy. God bless. I had some problems with heroin too, but still see the general value of it...but then again I never really used it for physical pain. I'll finish with a classic Irish prayer "May you be half an hour in heaven before the devil knows you're dead". Shine on you crazy diamond.
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You think you hold the high hand
I've got my doubts
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And even if I have to go to Claremont
Well I guess I'll just have to go to Claremont
Let me go
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And you send your dark messengers to tempt me
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Old 08-30-2009, 09:38 PM   #17 (permalink)
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Old 08-30-2009, 10:00 PM   #18 (permalink)
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yeah, wow!

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Old 08-30-2009, 11:24 PM   #19 (permalink)
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hope you re in a better world
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Old 08-31-2009, 01:27 AM   #20 (permalink)
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since this is what i get when clicking sage's link:

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Tyrone Shoelaces, you do not have permission to access this page. This could be due to one of several reasons:

Your user account may not have sufficient privileges to access this page. Are you trying to edit someone else's post, access administrative features or some other privileged system?
If you are trying to post, the administrator may have disabled your account, or it may be awaiting activation.
i can't be sure, but if its the same letter from L&C's sister, this is not new news, however tragic.

not trying to be unsympathetic, but where the hell were you people that you didnt already know this
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