need to rant

Black · 03-23-2009, 03:28 PM

i really do, i feel like im gunna have a heart attack.

well where to start, im failing college
i dont have a job
i sell weed to live
im failing college
i cant maintain a relationship with any good woman for whatever fucked up psychological reasons
i live with my mom
im turning 20 in a month or so and its stressing me out
i dont even have my drivers license yet!
i have 2 cases pending, with legal fees estimated at around 55 hundred
again, i have no job
i have lots of debt! around 6 grand from school
which i am failinfg
i currently dont have enough to grab a qp so i need to grab some shitass small amount which will make me zero money because i will smoke my profit
i have sex with notorious sluts, so no decently good hearted girl takes me seriously
i just lost my cell phone at school so i cant make any money even if i want
i have a test tomorrow at 11 in which i have no fucking clue how to do anything required of me
my mom is becoming more insane by the day
and my dad is pretty much suicidal
my sister just had a daughter out of wedlock and is in horrible financial situation
my roof leaks a lot so currently there is crazy amounts of mold all throughout the house
my mom doesnt have a car so she has to take the bus and walk everywhere
even with horrible knee problems
thats all.
thanks for listening.

Ego Tripping · 03-23-2009, 03:34 PM

You're welcome.

shelbert008 · 03-23-2009, 03:35 PM

damn, sorry to hear that Black, I wish I could help you out.

Grieves · 03-23-2009, 03:38 PM

1st step is admission...
2nd step get real help, nothing we say will help, you need professional help
3rd step, Remember life is today, now is the most important moment so we are only as great/happy as the moments we create...

wish you the best dooder

Waves · 03-23-2009, 03:41 PM

damn that sounds like a shitty life to be living

Geeno · 03-23-2009, 03:41 PM

Smoking weed isn't really helping you.

Waves · 03-23-2009, 03:42 PM

i didnt mean to sound rude, listen to grieves here he is pro at life...

turn that frown upside down!

The Rev · 03-23-2009, 03:42 PM

Dude, remember, you are YahooKAN, not a YahooKAN'T.

Seriously, tho. You made a list of things to change. Pick something on it and change it. I would start with working harder at school if I were in your position. Most bang for your buck in terms of self-esteem payback.

Don't despair.

The Rev

Waves · 03-23-2009, 03:43 PM

at least you dont live in africa.

bongobongo · 03-23-2009, 03:46 PM

haha sounds like your trying to have a fucking pitty party

dude, get a serious illness, and then come back and ill show you some sympathy, but just like what you said is pretty non important and could honestly not even matter in the big picture.

stop with the pitty party

Geeno · 03-23-2009, 03:48 PM

Also you could use some Jesus is your life.

The Rev · 03-23-2009, 03:50 PM

YaHooka: Don't expect anyone to give a shit about your pain unless you have a nice rack.

The Rev

Black · 03-23-2009, 03:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by grieves

2nd step get real help, nothing we say will help, you need professional help

why do you suggest professional help?

Roach · 03-23-2009, 03:58 PM

you would not believe where all I've been to get here.

you're telling us you want to change, and are stuck, so focus off the drugs and more on a job maybe.
Once you get a job, alot of your own problems will seen in a different light. You need to stop failing school. Meaning either get passing grades (which by now may be too late) or quit. Try to get back anything you can on books etc. The law...will find you eventually so that will just have to be faced when it comes due.

living @ home is no biggie provided you're not a lump, and instead bring something to the group.

by work I mean anything that pays money.

It looks like you're at least @ a point where you're taking inventory of yourself, just remember to not be too critical.....

after all, who are you to judge.

Grieves · 03-23-2009, 04:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Black

why do you suggest professional help?

because counselers are paid by schools to aid kids through the adjustment to adulthood...

notepad · 03-23-2009, 04:17 PM

failing college - been down that road. well i still am.

shelbert008 · 03-23-2009, 04:21 PM

what the hell gifted....

notepad · 03-23-2009, 04:24 PM

jiggawha?

edit: man up black

shelbert008 · 03-23-2009, 04:31 PM

I liked your old name better....

not that it really matters though lol

notepad · 03-23-2009, 05:24 PM

03-23-2009, 03:28 PM	#1 (permalink)
Black YaHookan Join Date: Nov 2008 Posts: 761 Thanks: 367 Thanked 310 Times in 197 Posts	need to rant i really do, i feel like im gunna have a heart attack. well where to start, im failing college i dont have a job i sell weed to live im failing college i cant maintain a relationship with any good woman for whatever fucked up psychological reasons i live with my mom im turning 20 in a month or so and its stressing me out i dont even have my drivers license yet! i have 2 cases pending, with legal fees estimated at around 55 hundred again, i have no job i have lots of debt! around 6 grand from school which i am failinfg i currently dont have enough to grab a qp so i need to grab some shitass small amount which will make me zero money because i will smoke my profit i have sex with notorious sluts, so no decently good hearted girl takes me seriously i just lost my cell phone at school so i cant make any money even if i want i have a test tomorrow at 11 in which i have no fucking clue how to do anything required of me my mom is becoming more insane by the day and my dad is pretty much suicidal my sister just had a daughter out of wedlock and is in horrible financial situation my roof leaks a lot so currently there is crazy amounts of mold all throughout the house my mom doesnt have a car so she has to take the bus and walk everywhere even with horrible knee problems thats all. thanks for listening. __________________ formality known as higherlearner84, la coka nostra and finding balance.

03-23-2009, 03:34 PM	#2 (permalink)
Ego Tripping Are you in? Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 13,468 Thanks: 229 Thanked 665 Times in 443 Posts	You're welcome. __________________ God appears, and God is light, To those poor souls who dwell in night; But does a human form display To those who dwell in realms of day.

03-23-2009, 03:35 PM	#3 (permalink)
shelbert008 stoner Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: hell on earth aka texas Posts: 1,043 Thanks: 101 Thanked 157 Times in 113 Posts	damn, sorry to hear that Black, I wish I could help you out. __________________ one pill makes you larger, one pill makes you small, and the one that mother gives you, doesnt do anything at all Feed Your Head

03-23-2009, 03:38 PM	#4 (permalink)
Grieves The Worst Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Interstate 8 Posts: 12,077 Blog Entries: 1 Thanks: 2,552 Thanked 3,107 Times in 1,708 Posts	1st step is admission... 2nd step get real help, nothing we say will help, you need professional help 3rd step, Remember life is today, now is the most important moment so we are only as great/happy as the moments we create... wish you the best dooder __________________ "And no matter what they said dollar is not your friend and it's the feelings that are hard to know are the feelings that all come slow No matter what they said dollar is not your friend and these feelings that so hard to know are the feelings that wont let go No don't let go, till you find a home World Unite and I'll love you forever"

03-23-2009, 03:41 PM	#5 (permalink)
Waves Duderino Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: chiburbs Posts: 15,405 Thanks: 991 Thanked 4,036 Times in 2,224 Posts	damn that sounds like a shitty life to be living __________________ On this life that we call home The years go fast and the days go so slow

03-23-2009, 03:42 PM	#7 (permalink)
Waves Duderino Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: chiburbs Posts: 15,405 Thanks: 991 Thanked 4,036 Times in 2,224 Posts	i didnt mean to sound rude, listen to grieves here he is pro at life... turn that frown upside down! __________________ On this life that we call home The years go fast and the days go so slow

03-23-2009, 03:42 PM	#8 (permalink)
The Rev Clear Light Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: In my head, somewhere. Posts: 17,860 Thanks: 5,012 Thanked 5,416 Times in 2,862 Posts	Dude, remember, you are YahooKAN, not a YahooKAN'T. Seriously, tho. You made a list of things to change. Pick something on it and change it. I would start with working harder at school if I were in your position. Most bang for your buck in terms of self-esteem payback. Don't despair. The Rev __________________ Budforce - My Friend August 29, 1973- May 25, 2012

03-23-2009, 03:43 PM	#9 (permalink)
Waves Duderino Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: chiburbs Posts: 15,405 Thanks: 991 Thanked 4,036 Times in 2,224 Posts	at least you dont live in africa. __________________ On this life that we call home The years go fast and the days go so slow

03-23-2009, 03:46 PM	#10 (permalink)
bongobongo ognob Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: \D:/ Posts: 349 Thanks: 407 Thanked 110 Times in 60 Posts	haha sounds like your trying to have a fucking pitty party dude, get a serious illness, and then come back and ill show you some sympathy, but just like what you said is pretty non important and could honestly not even matter in the big picture. stop with the pitty party

03-23-2009, 03:50 PM	#12 (permalink)
The Rev Clear Light Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: In my head, somewhere. Posts: 17,860 Thanks: 5,012 Thanked 5,416 Times in 2,862 Posts	YaHooka: Don't expect anyone to give a shit about your pain unless you have a nice rack. The Rev __________________ Budforce - My Friend August 29, 1973- May 25, 2012

03-23-2009, 03:58 PM	#14 (permalink)
Roach Victoria Aut Mors Join Date: Dec 1999 Posts: 7,166 Thanks: 2,368 Thanked 1,984 Times in 1,507 Posts	you would not believe where all I've been to get here. you're telling us you want to change, and are stuck, so focus off the drugs and more on a job maybe. Once you get a job, alot of your own problems will seen in a different light. You need to stop failing school. Meaning either get passing grades (which by now may be too late) or quit. Try to get back anything you can on books etc. The law...will find you eventually so that will just have to be faced when it comes due. living @ home is no biggie provided you're not a lump, and instead bring something to the group. by work I mean anything that pays money. It looks like you're at least @ a point where you're taking inventory of yourself, just remember to not be too critical..... after all, who are you to judge. Last edited by Roach; 03-23-2009 at 04:01 PM.

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notepad dick 'slyde' hyde Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: above the clouds Posts: 2,026 Thanks: 821 Thanked 348 Times in 178 Posts	failing college - been down that road. well i still am.

03-23-2009, 04:21 PM	#17 (permalink)
shelbert008 stoner Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: hell on earth aka texas Posts: 1,043 Thanks: 101 Thanked 157 Times in 113 Posts	what the hell gifted.... __________________ one pill makes you larger, one pill makes you small, and the one that mother gives you, doesnt do anything at all Feed Your Head

03-23-2009, 04:24 PM	#18 (permalink)
notepad dick 'slyde' hyde Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: above the clouds Posts: 2,026 Thanks: 821 Thanked 348 Times in 178 Posts	jiggawha? edit: man up black

03-23-2009, 04:31 PM	#19 (permalink)
shelbert008 stoner Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: hell on earth aka texas Posts: 1,043 Thanks: 101 Thanked 157 Times in 113 Posts	I liked your old name better.... not that it really matters though lol __________________ one pill makes you larger, one pill makes you small, and the one that mother gives you, doesnt do anything at all Feed Your Head

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