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**~~stateofkane~~** · 12-14-2009, 02:20 PM

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Originally Posted by turmaline

^^When I quit everything, when pregnant. I was so resentful in regards to anyone who smoked, drank, did recreational drugs....anything.

Try living life without any kind of anything because you think that is the right way to live.

Then finding yourself alone because everyone you know is still doing the same things which all of a sudden you are dead set against said "fun" things....in order to keep yourself sobre.

You'll find yourself alone and very resentful.

then when you decide to do some of the said things I have mentioned you suffer from overwhelming guilt because you see yourself as a failure....which causes even more resentment.

it's easy to blame others instead of yourself when you are distressed.

The last line is true, but I don't resent people who smoke or do other drugs.

Sobriety matters to me. If I was happy 'n productive in life before I ever met paxil, booze, and weed, etc. then gosh darnit I can be happy again w/o them.

I want to remember these posts for the day when I want to say fuck it and get high again. It always happened sooner or later and will happen again.

I want to thank everyone on here who communicates with me. I'm not about to go to some fuckin AA meeting and listen to retards talk. Yahooka is good money.

**~~stateofkane~~** · 12-14-2009, 02:24 PM

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Originally Posted by my_scatterheart

when I've been sober, it was by my own volition, because it was where I wanted to be in life. In those instances I didn't find myself even slightly resentful towards others who did still partake, because just because it might be where I wanted to be, it may not have been where they wanted to be. Anyone who seriously thinks they know best for another's life needs to yank their head out of their poopshoot. (sok)

It's true I was projecting but some ppl on here were trying to say weed has no effect on someone (when they come down).

That's bullshit, but yeah everyone's different, but still.

Smoke as much as I did and you would have clowned a little bit especially with the cocktail of psych meds in my system during those days (early 20's).

And if you are so trustworthy of psych meds try telling a psychiatrist that next time you see them. They are the worst culprits...

**SageTree** · 12-14-2009, 02:34 PM

Sorry you didn't have good experiences with pharmaceuticals, everyone IS different for sure man. Best of luck finding a thing you can call a cure for what ails you.

osirus2020 · 12-14-2009, 02:45 PM

I get pissed when I stop smoking. I may have serious anger issues. I don't really know.

Burner of trees · 12-14-2009, 03:02 PM

wtf i just became gay and don't know all the good gay-porn sites and was really looking forward to some hot queer action

Captain Cannabis · 12-14-2009, 03:58 PM

you should be banned until you figure it out so you can come back and get banned

Mercury · 12-15-2009, 05:20 PM

Just let him back in G&S ffs

**AlteredStateGrl** · 12-15-2009, 05:36 PM

merc and sok sittin' in a tree...k-i-s-s-i-n-g

Man in Black · 12-15-2009, 08:21 PM

lol pwned

**SageTree** · 12-16-2009, 11:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Mercury

Just let him back in G&S ffs

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlteredStateGrl

merc and sok sittin' in a tree...k-i-s-s-i-n-g

Hey....I think SOK can use all the love he can get.....but can't we all?

You two are a mad cute couple

Mercury · 12-16-2009, 03:15 PM

someones gotta stand up for him. i read the entire thread and these people think they're soooo fuckin funny. how quickly they forget that we're all in this together.

badgoalie85 · 12-16-2009, 03:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Mercury

someones gotta stand up for him. i read the entire thread and these people think they're soooo fuckin funny. how quickly they forget that we're all in this together.

i don't know how many times i have to repeat this on these forums but

shut the fuck up mercury

osirus2020 · 12-16-2009, 03:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Mercury

someones gotta stand up for him. i read the entire thread and these people think they're soooo fuckin funny. how quickly they forget that we're all in this together.

Everyone needs a whipping boy...

**SageTree** · 12-16-2009, 03:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Mercury

someones gotta stand up for him. how quickly they forget that we're all in this together.

I was and totally do agree with you on this one Merc. I think in his time of need that being in G&S would do him well. BUT he has to agree to abide by the rules of that forum. And that doesn't mean you can be tough in there, but you can't be rude etc.....

**SageTree** · 12-16-2009, 10:06 PM

In all fairness to Kane, he has had many good responses in G&S as well

I don't really know what is going to transpire here.

Will Kane repent? Will the mods ban him from all? Where is the gay porn? And why hasn't Scottish Bastard posted his girlfriends love affair and cakes?

Stayed tuned

Sage

12-14-2009, 02:34 PM	#43 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 23,414 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 13,070 Thanked 6,767 Times in 4,664 Posts	Sorry you didn't have good experiences with pharmaceuticals, everyone IS different for sure man. Best of luck finding a thing you can call a cure for what ails you. __________________ "What's oppressive is letting your life be confined by old definitions of what everything is." -Zen Meister my_scatterheart YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance.

12-14-2009, 03:02 PM	#45 (permalink)
Burner of trees ya, yo. Join Date: May 2004 Location: where da skeezer be Posts: 5,897 Blog Entries: 1 Thanks: 121 Thanked 120 Times in 59 Posts	wtf i just became gay and don't know all the good gay-porn sites and was really looking forward to some hot queer action __________________ Futurama quote of the day: (When I remember) Fry: Man, I thought Ultimate Robot Fighting was real, like pro wrestling, but it turns out it's fixed, like boxing.

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12-15-2009, 05:36 PM	#48 (permalink)
AlteredStateGrl (òÓ,)_\,,/ Join Date: Sep 2004 Posts: 10,426 Thanks: 2,181 Thanked 1,823 Times in 1,115 Posts	merc and sok sittin' in a tree...k-i-s-s-i-n-g __________________ The sweetest kittens have the sharpest claws.

12-15-2009, 08:21 PM	#49 (permalink)
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12-16-2009, 10:06 PM	#55 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 23,414 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 13,070 Thanked 6,767 Times in 4,664 Posts	In all fairness to Kane, he has had many good responses in G&S as well I don't really know what is going to transpire here. Will Kane repent? Will the mods ban him from all? Where is the gay porn? And why hasn't Scottish Bastard posted his girlfriends love affair and cakes? Stayed tuned Sage __________________ "What's oppressive is letting your life be confined by old definitions of what everything is." -Zen Meister my_scatterheart YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance.

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