hai guyz!

Burner of trees · 08-13-2010, 01:31 PM

its been a while. months ago got caught buying heroin, went to rehab, am now on suboxone and going to outpatient 4 times a week for a couple hours. feeling ok, living at my friends house, looking for a job but in the meantime going to get a piece of that 'obama money'.

i've been clean for 2 months from everything (well besides suboxone) and feel my head becoming a bit clearer everyday. unfortunately yahooka is somewhat of a trigger due to all the drug talk so i've been avoiding it for the most part, but i felt guilty so fuck it. i think i'm fr enough in my recovery i can read about about someone hitting a bong or whatever and not go out and shoot up..haha.. umm so yeah, drugs are bad, especially heroin. stay away. far away. i was going to post this in guidance & support but FFA has always been my home. i hope all you guys are doing good.

**Mafoo** · 08-13-2010, 01:34 PM

thats a bummer about getting in trouble, but it sounds like it may have a been a positive for you. also, i think you're doing yourself a positive for coming back, there are always going to be drugs and people talking about them, you shouldn't hide from all that.

anyway, welcome back, glad to hear you're doing ok!

Burner of trees · 08-13-2010, 01:40 PM

exactly man, thats what i tell my counslers. drugs and drug talk happen to be everywhere, avoiding it entirely is impossible. they tell me i should get rid of all my friends because they smoke weed, and i of course tell them to fuck off.

but yeah getting caught definitely made me open my eyes with what i'm doing with my life, and upon completion of drug court (if i make it, which i will) the possesion of controlled substance in the 5th degree charge will be expunged, that of course is a positive. i have a few months left of counseling/weekly drug tests, at which point i'll be free. right now i'm definitely sure i want to steer clear of any hard drugs, but i'm on the fence as to whether i'll smoke weed or now...eh, i'll cross that street when it comes i guess..

**Mafoo** · 08-13-2010, 01:47 PM

well thats good. just be careful because even though they expunge that charge, it will remain in your court files so if you ever get in trouble again the DA is not going to do you any favors with lighter fines and sentences. i had a bud ticket get expunged, then got fined for something else and they worked me over with court fees and all these bullshit charges.. at the end of the ordeal the original fine was 250 but i ended up paying about 12hundo on top of that in fees and bullshit. it was pretty infuriating

maszac · 08-13-2010, 03:03 PM

glad your back, stay strong.

The Rev · 08-13-2010, 03:16 PM

I feel ya, BoT. I quit drinking about 4 months ago, and every day I'm bombarded with beer ads and shit on TV, friends having parties, etc. It makes things harder, but at the same time, it can help keep your resolve in the front of you mind.

It sounds like things are going in a good direction for you, man. If you feel like bitching or talking, PM me. Talking with other people about their sobriety issues helps me, too.

The Rev

Man in Black · 08-13-2010, 05:10 PM

glad you're back and doing well, BOT

myxomatosis · 08-13-2010, 05:15 PM

Good to hear man. Oddly enough I was just thinking it'd been a while since I'd seen you on here.

Flamingnun · 08-13-2010, 05:47 PM

Zomg BoT!!!1

shai_hulud · 08-13-2010, 05:52 PM

BoT

Waves · 08-13-2010, 06:26 PM

BoT!!!

Glad to hear your good bro!!!

Had so many yahookans die/get srsly addicted over the past few years, i hope we can all be mature enough to cultivate a positive environment that supports the recovery of peepz who got into bad shit!

I think we can. I believe in u guys

Welcome back dude!!!!

Jonas · 08-13-2010, 07:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Waves

... i hope we can all be mature enough to cultivate a positive environment that supports the recovery of peepz who got into bad shit!...

I think we can too.
but there will always be exceptions to the rule. it sucks but we'll just have to ignore them...

And thats real good to hear BoT. it's real good when painful experiences turn out to be blessings in disguise.

Rubix · 08-13-2010, 07:26 PM

welcome back, man. glad to see your tickin and doing better than before

shai_hulud · 08-13-2010, 07:28 PM

i just smoked crack based heroin from a bong made of OG kush and im soo fuuuucked.

some drug talk for ya BoT to practice on.

**SageTree** · 08-13-2010, 07:43 PM

My friend, good to hear from you.

A buddy of mine has had GREAT success with suboxone and I wish for you a similar outcome or better!!!

catastrophe · 08-13-2010, 07:45 PM

wonderful to hear from ya...glad to see you're on a better road than before

tedkennedy · 08-13-2010, 08:58 PM

glad to hear you are doing well! liofe sucks but keep fightin the good fight!

08-15-2010, 05:16 PM

Good for you..nice to see you around again.

Geeno · 08-15-2010, 06:19 PM

Hey BoT! I left CNY, place is a shit hole.

You'd do yourself a favor to do the same asap.

Living among the drama you were raised in, is fucking bullshit and no human should do it.

Rubix · 08-15-2010, 09:15 PM

man you would more than likely do yourself more good by staying here and talking to people who've been where you've been. YaHooka is a family, not a club or klan. It will likely make the rehab/process easier by expressing your feelings, thoughts to a wide group of people. It's yahooka, we love to listen and talk

It just makes me sick these counselors are fretting about weed smoking friends. W.T.F ahs this world come down to.

08-13-2010, 01:31 PM	#1 (permalink)
Burner of trees ya, yo. Join Date: May 2004 Location: where da skeezer be Posts: 5,897 Blog Entries: 1 Thanks: 121 Thanked 120 Times in 59 Posts	hai guyz! its been a while. months ago got caught buying heroin, went to rehab, am now on suboxone and going to outpatient 4 times a week for a couple hours. feeling ok, living at my friends house, looking for a job but in the meantime going to get a piece of that 'obama money'. i've been clean for 2 months from everything (well besides suboxone) and feel my head becoming a bit clearer everyday. unfortunately yahooka is somewhat of a trigger due to all the drug talk so i've been avoiding it for the most part, but i felt guilty so fuck it. i think i'm fr enough in my recovery i can read about about someone hitting a bong or whatever and not go out and shoot up..haha.. umm so yeah, drugs are bad, especially heroin. stay away. far away. i was going to post this in guidance & support but FFA has always been my home. i hope all you guys are doing good. __________________ Futurama quote of the day: (When I remember) Fry: Man, I thought Ultimate Robot Fighting was real, like pro wrestling, but it turns out it's fixed, like boxing.

08-13-2010, 01:34 PM	#2 (permalink)
Mafoo nice daze Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: the anguish of anticipated transformation Posts: 5,973 Thanks: 3,775 Thanked 2,651 Times in 1,697 Posts	thats a bummer about getting in trouble, but it sounds like it may have a been a positive for you. also, i think you're doing yourself a positive for coming back, there are always going to be drugs and people talking about them, you shouldn't hide from all that. anyway, welcome back, glad to hear you're doing ok! __________________ PLUR For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards, for there you have been and there you will long to return

08-13-2010, 01:40 PM	#3 (permalink)
Burner of trees ya, yo. Join Date: May 2004 Location: where da skeezer be Posts: 5,897 Blog Entries: 1 Thanks: 121 Thanked 120 Times in 59 Posts	exactly man, thats what i tell my counslers. drugs and drug talk happen to be everywhere, avoiding it entirely is impossible. they tell me i should get rid of all my friends because they smoke weed, and i of course tell them to fuck off. but yeah getting caught definitely made me open my eyes with what i'm doing with my life, and upon completion of drug court (if i make it, which i will) the possesion of controlled substance in the 5th degree charge will be expunged, that of course is a positive. i have a few months left of counseling/weekly drug tests, at which point i'll be free. right now i'm definitely sure i want to steer clear of any hard drugs, but i'm on the fence as to whether i'll smoke weed or now...eh, i'll cross that street when it comes i guess.. __________________ Futurama quote of the day: (When I remember) Fry: Man, I thought Ultimate Robot Fighting was real, like pro wrestling, but it turns out it's fixed, like boxing.

08-13-2010, 01:47 PM	#4 (permalink)
Mafoo nice daze Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: the anguish of anticipated transformation Posts: 5,973 Thanks: 3,775 Thanked 2,651 Times in 1,697 Posts	well thats good. just be careful because even though they expunge that charge, it will remain in your court files so if you ever get in trouble again the DA is not going to do you any favors with lighter fines and sentences. i had a bud ticket get expunged, then got fined for something else and they worked me over with court fees and all these bullshit charges.. at the end of the ordeal the original fine was 250 but i ended up paying about 12hundo on top of that in fees and bullshit. it was pretty infuriating __________________ PLUR For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards, for there you have been and there you will long to return

08-13-2010, 03:16 PM	#6 (permalink)
The Rev Clear Light Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: In my head, somewhere. Posts: 17,860 Thanks: 5,012 Thanked 5,416 Times in 2,862 Posts	I feel ya, BoT. I quit drinking about 4 months ago, and every day I'm bombarded with beer ads and shit on TV, friends having parties, etc. It makes things harder, but at the same time, it can help keep your resolve in the front of you mind. It sounds like things are going in a good direction for you, man. If you feel like bitching or talking, PM me. Talking with other people about their sobriety issues helps me, too. The Rev __________________ Budforce - My Friend August 29, 1973- May 25, 2012

08-13-2010, 03:03 PM	#5 (permalink)
maszac toast Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: kc Posts: 915 Thanks: 1,458 Thanked 266 Times in 162 Posts	glad your back, stay strong.

08-13-2010, 05:10 PM	#7 (permalink)
Man in Black willie d Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: dayton,ohio Posts: 4,817 Thanks: 3,200 Thanked 1,348 Times in 896 Posts	glad you're back and doing well, BOT __________________ When I was arrested I was dressed in black.

08-13-2010, 05:15 PM	#8 (permalink)
myxomatosis life is music Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: between a pair of headphones Posts: 3,917 Thanks: 1,026 Thanked 933 Times in 597 Posts	Good to hear man. Oddly enough I was just thinking it'd been a while since I'd seen you on here. __________________ oh sometimes the blues is just a passing bird and why can't that always be tossing aside from your birches crown just enough dark to see how you're the light over me last.fm blog deal (updated 12/22/11)

08-13-2010, 05:47 PM	#9 (permalink)
Flamingnun Shpadoinkle Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: roflmao Posts: 17,491 Thanks: 1,046 Thanked 2,633 Times in 1,185 Posts	Zomg BoT!!!1 __________________

08-13-2010, 05:52 PM	#10 (permalink)
shai_hulud Om nom Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: ab, ca Posts: 2,161 Thanks: 440 Thanked 600 Times in 335 Posts	BoT __________________ "There are only three useless things in this world. Nuns' nipples, bishops' balls and an employer's praise without a raise."

08-13-2010, 06:26 PM	#11 (permalink)
Waves Duderino Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: chiburbs Posts: 15,405 Thanks: 991 Thanked 4,036 Times in 2,224 Posts	BoT!!! Glad to hear your good bro!!! Had so many yahookans die/get srsly addicted over the past few years, i hope we can all be mature enough to cultivate a positive environment that supports the recovery of peepz who got into bad shit! I think we can. I believe in u guys Welcome back dude!!!! __________________ On this life that we call home The years go fast and the days go so slow

08-13-2010, 07:28 PM	#14 (permalink)
shai_hulud Om nom Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: ab, ca Posts: 2,161 Thanks: 440 Thanked 600 Times in 335 Posts	i just smoked crack based heroin from a bong made of OG kush and im soo fuuuucked. some drug talk for ya BoT to practice on. __________________ "There are only three useless things in this world. Nuns' nipples, bishops' balls and an employer's praise without a raise."

08-13-2010, 07:43 PM	#15 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 23,414 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 13,070 Thanked 6,767 Times in 4,664 Posts	My friend, good to hear from you. A buddy of mine has had GREAT success with suboxone and I wish for you a similar outcome or better!!! __________________ "What's oppressive is letting your life be confined by old definitions of what everything is." -Zen Meister my_scatterheart YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance.

08-13-2010, 07:45 PM	#16 (permalink)
catastrophe intuēri Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Minnesotaaa Posts: 1,235 Thanks: 727 Thanked 226 Times in 155 Posts	wonderful to hear from ya...glad to see you're on a better road than before __________________ “Liƒë Is a Drëam, From Which Wë First Must Wakë Bëƒorë Wë May Drëam Again…” RIP Gov “To see a world in a grain of sand, And a heaven in a wild flower, Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour.”

08-13-2010, 08:58 PM	#17 (permalink)
tedkennedy now 14% blacker Join Date: Apr 2005 Posts: 3,229 Thanks: 71 Thanked 585 Times in 364 Posts	glad to hear you are doing well! liofe sucks but keep fightin the good fight! __________________ matthew munari

08-15-2010, 05:16 PM	#18 (permalink)
turmaline Guest Posts: n/a	Good for you..nice to see you around again.

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