José

whats up with that dude making accounts to say stupid shit? can't the admins IP ban them instead of just banning the account?

myxomatosis

I would assume he's using different IP's each time.

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illest12

I had this experience with my ex best friend/roomate last year. Basically it leaves the people who are left with a lot of guilt.
She was my BEST friend like in love close lol but u know what i mean. Then we got in a fight about 4 months before it happend because I was doing some fucked up shit and she couldnt understand. So now I pretty much wonder every day what would have happened if we didnt get in a fight because I was always like her big sis.

BUT

people live their lives.

I want to feel like deep down she knows she could have called me and told me about wahat she was going through (pregnant)
Her family didnt support her and as far as I know she was having some mental issues (although she started taking medications after we stopped talking) So I dont really know when the feelings started for her.

I guess also I can't really technically say that she even committed suicide.

Um I guess they brought her body down to a really low temp at the hospital and so they brought her back...but shes been in a coma since her birthday when she did it. I think about her everyday since she was the only real friend besides my sisters that I had.


Life is hard and you could die any day so why not live

illest12

oh how i agreee

Captain Cannabis

i dunno about this. you can say whatever you want about suicide, but when someone you know kills themselves, no matter what you thought about suicide before, you will change how you think about. i was in affected in ways i couldn't imagine and filled with questions that will never be answered.

i hope you got what you needed.

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Debaser

I think it's a pretty sad commentary that there is a large percentage of the population who personally knows someone who has killed themselves. (probably most people who've read this thread)

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Captain Cannabis

yup. pretty sad

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SageTree

Done and done. The Mods can't the Admins can. So FG and I just intercepted Wiscoos repeated efforts until he was IP banned. People are welcome back with alts, they just can't be bad alts


A rip chord is a rip chord eh? God, suicide or what have you. It's interesting to see what give people hope. Ever edgy Nietzsche.

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Nietzche gives me hope because he worships the Uber Mensch!



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Über King

im genaerally ok with it, but its sad nonetheless.

however a friend of mine recently had a friend of hers kill himself. she was telling me about it. i was kind of angry about it, mainly coz of the hurt it had caused her, but also coz he was my age, and from my part of the country. i simultaneously related and failed to understand. i guess you could say its frustrating more than anything.

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tedkennedy

not everyone is strong all the time.

life is tough.

people should support each other more.

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Qui-Bong Jinn

Suicide is for the weak, I've been that low in my life, and overcame it. I dont respect cowardice.

SageTree

Is living a 9-5 life and never leaving your own town cowardice or just an acceptable bubble that people call success?
Zombies are real, the living dead walk our streets.

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Snowmayne

I would do everything I could to support the person and offer friendship and comfort as much as I could and save that judgment until the final act. I'm not a complete dick, I just think the final move isn't fair to themselves and the ones around them.

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Roach

young stoner/alchy I knew (still remember) very tallented but only waned to stay drunk and stoned 24/7 because "his dad was a useless drunk, and such was also his destiny".

At the rate he was going probably long dead and gone by now.

To me that's killing yourself.

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zoltron

Now THAT is funny...also makes perfect sense.

Also, why do kamikaze pilots wear helmets? & why are 'lethal-injection' needles sterilized? The dead-guy might get AIDS from a dirty 1?

And while we're on the subject of death....Why do families of the deceased spend thousands of dollars on a coffin? Those fuckin things are nice looking & the wood they use is primo...but why? It's seen for a total of a few hours, then it's wedged into a plywood outer-box 6 feet in the ground, never to be seen again.
Will the dead dude be more comfortable in a $6,000 casket than the cremated people in a cardboard box?

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turmaline

I hope if you are ever in the state of mind where you feel as alot of people feel when thinking of self annhialation, that no one passes judgement on you.

Just a thought.

As for weak minded...killing your own self would be anything but.

Now if you kill your family with the intention of killing yourself at the end but are unable to follow through. i could see that as being a cowardly.