Hug Me Please. - Page 10

hijabihippie · 09-29-2009, 07:54 AM

Right on, Makros 01, you got it exactly right. Go, Bearsy, Go!

"Faint heart never won fair lady."-William Shakespeare

**SageTree** · 09-29-2009, 02:11 PM

I feel that I should say that we are all doing much better.

Me thinks the news of my Wife's Uncle has had time to settle a bit.

Our oldest cat seems to be more stable and is eating for lost time. She has a few teeth out that weren't healthy and is 99% better all around. We believe she has even put some weight on, which is great. She isn't so distant, my Wife says, since I'm not there to see it. And She was almost so happy telling me about it that almost began to cry with relief, which makes me feel exceedingly happy as well.

Our time together is always something we both battle and are using these lessons as a time to reflect and be more kind to each other. It's easy to call it constant adjustment and fine tuning, when you are married or committed to a person this is a necessary fact, no doubt, however it's good to verbally acknowledge the good days and say thank you, as we often practice. Bringing back the mandatory 20second kiss a day has really helped to and to remind each other that when we argue, to reach out and touch the other.

We are deeply in love and on our vacation we shared love atleast once a day, which was grand. And really were able to relish the time and space we share in this Universe, if that is even the biggest thing there is.

We spent a night in Sydney looking at the milk way and talking about things. I wrote about it in my blog about our trip. And it almost brought me to tears of joy to share with her my feelings about how the stars make me realize how significant our insignificance is, in that we have each other as best friends, lovers, teachers, encouragement and amazement.

thanks for your kind thoughts and words each of you as you witness the rise and fall of this amazing phenomena that is our life.

:Love:

Love the hug emocons.

I wish you all the best and courage to keep plowing through to good times and a place where one can learn from all experience.

Mikey · 10-06-2009, 08:45 AM

i dont want a hug from anyone i just want to vent
the past 4 days ive been so fucking cranky and irritable and i started taking it out on the ones i love, which really sucks, i feel bad and ive apologized
but here again i wake up and again im just in a bad fucking mood
the smallest fucking things set me off

pffft
i think im better now

hijabihippie · 10-06-2009, 08:49 AM

Now that you've vented, may I offer a hug, please?

**SageTree** · 10-06-2009, 10:34 AM

Thinking of you Mikey.....remember to breath, it helps us think before we act. Mindfully take one before you speak if you can.

Today my Sister in Law is having a procedure that is serious. I'd rather not talk of what it is, as it is highly personal to her. But there are alot of messed up reasons there is stigma. She will be safe and well afterward, but a piece of her will change today for sure. Pray and sends Goodness to her in mental and bodily recovery. This is a hard one. And I am really saddened by the necessity, but accept it's for her life to prolong.

hijabihippie · 10-06-2009, 02:26 PM

You got it, Sage.
Peace and blessings to you, your wife and your sister-in-law.
BTW-consider yourself well and thoroughly hugged.

Makros_01 · 10-06-2009, 04:46 PM

more hugs for sage and players for sages family.

and special hgs for mikey. i know the feeling of involute anger. Be free inside the head friend. Be concious of your thoughts and think of good things. Reject bad thoughts as you would an intruder. Just till you calm your joints.

**SageTree** · 10-06-2009, 05:09 PM

Thanks Friends.

I am checking in with Autumn, my wife, Later tonight for news.

BibleGuy · 10-06-2009, 05:59 PM

Sorry she has to go through that Sage. Peace, light and health to her...

Hang in there Mikey. Glad you have some folks to share with here.

Mikey · 12-23-2009, 06:06 AM

this thread has been a great thread for many.

i'd like to offer hugs to anyone reading, and compel anyone to vent here as they wish (I guarantee it'll make you feel better)

**Pharm Girl** · 12-23-2009, 06:10 AM

After my last posting.......I'd better hug Mikey real tight~

verklingen · 12-23-2009, 08:51 AM

^ take it easy, bro

Mikey · 12-23-2009, 09:03 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Terry

I have not slept in almost two days, just snapped at my mom two days before christmas, and I doubt I will even be conscious when my kid sister gets to the airport.

Could srsly use a hug and some ambien

hey dude, i strongly sympthazie ive got the same tendencies, when i get angry i take it out on the ones i love,
sometimes i noticed that counting to ten helps me alot, because by the time im at 6 or 7 ive cooled down enough to say what im gonna say in a much less aggresive tone

either way i hope everything works out for you guys

*major hugs*

**SageTree** · 12-23-2009, 09:44 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Terry

I have not slept in almost two days, just snapped at my mom two days before christmas, and I doubt I will even be conscious when my kid sister gets to the airport.

Could srsly use a hug and some ambien

Hey Terry, I hope you get to feeling more balanced out in the next little while. If anything is on your mind, you know where to find my PM box.

I just wanted to say thanks for all the support and talking outside of this thread to you who have. And I have some updates. The time of feeling turmoil over these two things for my wife has normalized or settled down with her. Uncle Doug is down to 100 lbs, which is still pretty small even at 5ft 3. He's in Baltimore for treatments, for what they are good for...I'm not really sure. And our Cat is doing a lot better now. Her meds are stabilized and she's back to her old (old) self. Now she's only sleeping 18 hrs a day instead

My wife has a lot going on now though finishing her masters, doing a thesis and her practicum and so far I've been able to help steer that boat with her so far

Hope all in here has peace or at finding it.

s and

s
SageTree

**Pharm Girl** · 12-23-2009, 10:04 AM

Quote:

I've been able to help steer that boat with her so far

Ahh.....so you've seen this posting~
http://www.yahooka.com/forum/writers...l#post51711989

Good healing vibes being sent to your family as well as minou~

Mikey · 12-23-2009, 10:50 AM

I hope your uncle feels better Sage.

And hopefully your wife will get through her education smoothly, I know for a fact she has an excellent support system

.

Glad your cat's ok too.

Mydriasis · 12-23-2009, 10:54 AM

I <3 you all.

4 all.

**SageTree** · 12-30-2009, 11:40 AM

Just want to extend a loving hand to all people as they struggle, succeed and ride the pendulum. May your perspective on things remain in tact and serve you well.

~SageTree

Silverleaf · 01-20-2010, 07:05 PM

i could use a hug.

i fucked up at work today. well, several months ago i did anyways, i used the wrong math because at that time i didn't understand a caveat. but i only found out that i fucked up today, and then i proceeded to look like a fool as i called folders and went through six rolls of fucked-up microfiche to try to find anything to cover my ass, as i hastily threw together reports that had no page numbers, not highlighted or marked in any way, so everyone in the meeting is lost as to what i'm saying, as i admitted my error and took responsibility for costing the company, yeah. wasn't a shining moment. and even though both my oversight and the guy who really screwed the pooch were both indicted in the situation, i was the one feeling left high and dry. based on what i've seen, the client is going to walk away none the wiser, but it's just going to be one big thing at the office. It'll subside and i'll live to fight another day, but now is really a terrible time for this all to happen, especially this case (for the most absurd reasons), especially how long it's been floating in the air (for the most absurd reasons).

also, i'm feeling very unsteady about recent personal decisions i've made. i'm trying to answer to myself, but it seems much harder now than it did the first time this all happened. i don't know to what facet of the problem that speaks to, but i have ideas. i do know, however, that yet again, i've fucked up. it's become clearer by the day. and it's not really something i can up and fix without hurting people, which is how i kind of got myself feeling this way in the first place.

my brother's in a real fucked up situation, too. through no fault of his own, i think most would agree, and we can leave it at that. we aren't really very close, we're a little apart in age, and i always harbored all these feelings that he's too young, too immature to "get it" for so long, but given what he's going through now (and how it sort of indirectly affects me) we're a little closer.

i want it to be the end of march, and i want to know if i'm going back to school, or if that's just another fuck up of mine waiting in the wings.

i thought of starting a thread, but i don't really want to talk about it. i just kind of want to be someone i can be proud of. and i want a hug from someone i feel means it. yahooka always makes me feel good, i's hoping it might do the same right now.

**SageTree** · 01-20-2010, 07:14 PM

Feel free to PM, AIM or MSN me.

09-29-2009, 07:54 AM	#181 (permalink)
hijabihippie YaHookan Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 1,587 Thanks: 1,153 Thanked 655 Times in 515 Posts	Right on, Makros 01, you got it exactly right. Go, Bearsy, Go! "Faint heart never won fair lady."-William Shakespeare Last edited by hijabihippie; 09-29-2009 at 01:31 PM.

09-29-2009, 02:11 PM	#182 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 22,612 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 11,486 Thanked 5,709 Times in 4,024 Posts	I feel that I should say that we are all doing much better. Me thinks the news of my Wife's Uncle has had time to settle a bit. Our oldest cat seems to be more stable and is eating for lost time. She has a few teeth out that weren't healthy and is 99% better all around. We believe she has even put some weight on, which is great. She isn't so distant, my Wife says, since I'm not there to see it. And She was almost so happy telling me about it that almost began to cry with relief, which makes me feel exceedingly happy as well. Our time together is always something we both battle and are using these lessons as a time to reflect and be more kind to each other. It's easy to call it constant adjustment and fine tuning, when you are married or committed to a person this is a necessary fact, no doubt, however it's good to verbally acknowledge the good days and say thank you, as we often practice. Bringing back the mandatory 20second kiss a day has really helped to and to remind each other that when we argue, to reach out and touch the other. We are deeply in love and on our vacation we shared love atleast once a day, which was grand. And really were able to relish the time and space we share in this Universe, if that is even the biggest thing there is. We spent a night in Sydney looking at the milk way and talking about things. I wrote about it in my blog about our trip. And it almost brought me to tears of joy to share with her my feelings about how the stars make me realize how significant our insignificance is, in that we have each other as best friends, lovers, teachers, encouragement and amazement. thanks for your kind thoughts and words each of you as you witness the rise and fall of this amazing phenomena that is our life. :Love: Love the hug emocons. I wish you all the best and courage to keep plowing through to good times and a place where one can learn from all experience. __________________ YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance. "We're not here to judge what's good from bad, But to do the things that are right."

10-06-2009, 08:45 AM	#183 (permalink)
Mikey Seasoned YaHookan Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: gulf islands bc Posts: 7,294 Thanks: 1,080 Thanked 2,013 Times in 1,344 Posts	i dont want a hug from anyone i just want to vent the past 4 days ive been so fucking cranky and irritable and i started taking it out on the ones i love, which really sucks, i feel bad and ive apologized but here again i wake up and again im just in a bad fucking mood the smallest fucking things set me off pffft i think im better now __________________ RIP Gov

10-06-2009, 10:34 AM	#185 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 22,612 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 11,486 Thanked 5,709 Times in 4,024 Posts	Thinking of you Mikey.....remember to breath, it helps us think before we act. Mindfully take one before you speak if you can. Today my Sister in Law is having a procedure that is serious. I'd rather not talk of what it is, as it is highly personal to her. But there are alot of messed up reasons there is stigma. She will be safe and well afterward, but a piece of her will change today for sure. Pray and sends Goodness to her in mental and bodily recovery. This is a hard one. And I am really saddened by the necessity, but accept it's for her life to prolong. __________________ YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance. "We're not here to judge what's good from bad, But to do the things that are right."

10-06-2009, 02:26 PM	#186 (permalink)
hijabihippie YaHookan Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 1,587 Thanks: 1,153 Thanked 655 Times in 515 Posts	You got it, Sage. Peace and blessings to you, your wife and your sister-in-law. BTW-consider yourself well and thoroughly hugged. Last edited by hijabihippie; 10-06-2009 at 03:40 PM.

10-06-2009, 08:49 AM	#184 (permalink)
hijabihippie YaHookan Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 1,587 Thanks: 1,153 Thanked 655 Times in 515 Posts	Now that you've vented, may I offer a hug, please?

10-06-2009, 04:46 PM	#187 (permalink)
Makros_01 Old School Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: Sydney, Australia Posts: 639 Thanks: 17 Thanked 16 Times in 15 Posts	more hugs for sage and players for sages family. and special hgs for mikey. i know the feeling of involute anger. Be free inside the head friend. Be concious of your thoughts and think of good things. Reject bad thoughts as you would an intruder. Just till you calm your joints. __________________ sometimes i'm drunk.

10-06-2009, 05:09 PM	#188 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 22,612 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 11,486 Thanked 5,709 Times in 4,024 Posts	Thanks Friends. I am checking in with Autumn, my wife, Later tonight for news. __________________ YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance. "We're not here to judge what's good from bad, But to do the things that are right."

10-06-2009, 05:59 PM	#189 (permalink)
BibleGuy YaHookan Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 329 Thanks: 137 Thanked 136 Times in 85 Posts	Sorry she has to go through that Sage. Peace, light and health to her... Hang in there Mikey. Glad you have some folks to share with here.

12-23-2009, 06:06 AM	#190 (permalink)
Mikey Seasoned YaHookan Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: gulf islands bc Posts: 7,294 Thanks: 1,080 Thanked 2,013 Times in 1,344 Posts	this thread has been a great thread for many. i'd like to offer hugs to anyone reading, and compel anyone to vent here as they wish (I guarantee it'll make you feel better) __________________ RIP Gov

12-23-2009, 06:10 AM	#191 (permalink)
Pharm Girl Looking for a Bone! Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 4,203 Blog Entries: 13 Thanks: 2,553 Thanked 1,009 Times in 783 Posts	After my last posting.......I'd better hug Mikey real tight~ __________________ .....The Time has Come to 'Walk the Talk'.....~ ......A message for ALL from the Deer Tribe...~ It is a great journey — but you must do the walking and have the willingness to change and make the leap into the next level of human evolution. Become an inquisitive free thinking individual that takes responsibility for your life and the spiritual accountability to live life to the fullest. *Fuck the Monkeys* Last edited by Pharm Girl; 12-23-2009 at 08:52 AM. Reason: spelling...

12-23-2009, 08:51 AM	#192 (permalink)
verklingen Radical Dreamer Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: texas Posts: 8,031 Thanks: 795 Thanked 1,470 Times in 940 Posts	^ take it easy, bro __________________ “Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.” rip matt

12-23-2009, 10:50 AM	#196 (permalink)
Mikey Seasoned YaHookan Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: gulf islands bc Posts: 7,294 Thanks: 1,080 Thanked 2,013 Times in 1,344 Posts	I hope your uncle feels better Sage. And hopefully your wife will get through her education smoothly, I know for a fact she has an excellent support system . Glad your cat's ok too. __________________ RIP Gov

12-23-2009, 10:54 AM	#197 (permalink)
Mydriasis Do Not Resuscitate Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 1,317 Thanks: 840 Thanked 431 Times in 298 Posts	I <3 you all. 4 all. __________________ ۞

12-30-2009, 11:40 AM	#198 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 22,612 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 11,486 Thanked 5,709 Times in 4,024 Posts	Just want to extend a loving hand to all people as they struggle, succeed and ride the pendulum. May your perspective on things remain in tact and serve you well. ~SageTree __________________ YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance. "We're not here to judge what's good from bad, But to do the things that are right."

01-20-2010, 07:05 PM	#199 (permalink)
Silverleaf Toker Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: in the wild Posts: 497 Thanks: 202 Thanked 67 Times in 46 Posts	i could use a hug. i fucked up at work today. well, several months ago i did anyways, i used the wrong math because at that time i didn't understand a caveat. but i only found out that i fucked up today, and then i proceeded to look like a fool as i called folders and went through six rolls of fucked-up microfiche to try to find anything to cover my ass, as i hastily threw together reports that had no page numbers, not highlighted or marked in any way, so everyone in the meeting is lost as to what i'm saying, as i admitted my error and took responsibility for costing the company, yeah. wasn't a shining moment. and even though both my oversight and the guy who really screwed the pooch were both indicted in the situation, i was the one feeling left high and dry. based on what i've seen, the client is going to walk away none the wiser, but it's just going to be one big thing at the office. It'll subside and i'll live to fight another day, but now is really a terrible time for this all to happen, especially this case (for the most absurd reasons), especially how long it's been floating in the air (for the most absurd reasons). also, i'm feeling very unsteady about recent personal decisions i've made. i'm trying to answer to myself, but it seems much harder now than it did the first time this all happened. i don't know to what facet of the problem that speaks to, but i have ideas. i do know, however, that yet again, i've fucked up. it's become clearer by the day. and it's not really something i can up and fix without hurting people, which is how i kind of got myself feeling this way in the first place. my brother's in a real fucked up situation, too. through no fault of his own, i think most would agree, and we can leave it at that. we aren't really very close, we're a little apart in age, and i always harbored all these feelings that he's too young, too immature to "get it" for so long, but given what he's going through now (and how it sort of indirectly affects me) we're a little closer. i want it to be the end of march, and i want to know if i'm going back to school, or if that's just another fuck up of mine waiting in the wings. i thought of starting a thread, but i don't really want to talk about it. i just kind of want to be someone i can be proud of. and i want a hug from someone i feel means it. yahooka always makes me feel good, i's hoping it might do the same right now. __________________

01-20-2010, 07:14 PM	#200 (permalink)
SageTree ~Kalyāṇa-mitrā~ Join Date: Sep 2000 Location: In Love Posts: 22,612 Blog Entries: 26 Thanks: 11,486 Thanked 5,709 Times in 4,024 Posts	Feel free to PM, AIM or MSN me. __________________ YaHooka is.... Cannabis lovers from around the world pulling up a comfy chair, picking up a vaporizer, a bong, a brownie, a pipe, or a joint, getting high, stoned, buzzed or healthy. Uniting our minds in conversation...While Portraying a Positive Image of marijuana and marijuana users to the world. Treat your fellow YaHookans with kindness,respect and tolerance. "We're not here to judge what's good from bad, But to do the things that are right."

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