i'm fucking boned.

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-19-2010, 01:41 PM

well looks like I'm going to be panhandling and sleepin on da streets come the 1st of the month, barring any sort of miracle. I've exhausted all possible methods of borrowing and begging for money, and I refuse to steal over 500 dollars worth of stuff or money. So basically I'm fucked.

i don't care though.

my family doesn't care.

there's literally nothing I can do to come up with the rest of the rent money ($550) before the 1st without doing something terribly illegal.

you know, I got family sitting on millions, I got a cousin, who, because she is in uni right now, and her dad died last year and she got molestered by our uncle when she was younger, has money out the ass (like 5k expendable) from these same family members.

I've never asked for anything in my life from my family. I'll always accept gifts, but I always turn down any help when it is offered and whatnot, but this time I actually need help. and all these rich ass family members want to do is throw down life lessons and try to analyze my shit like my resume and figure out "what's wrong". I'll tell you whats wrong, the job market is slow. I've never had anything but utterly fucking positive comments on my resume and qualifications.

so what the fuck fucking fuck

if I could cry I would have loved a shoulder upon which to do it, but I just feel cold. I don't understand what kind of a family I live in where help is more than available but the people who are capable of it are too far away or too busy with their own little fancy trips around the world and whatnot.

jesus.

Grieves · 01-19-2010, 01:44 PM

GET A FUCKING JOB....and good luck...

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-19-2010, 01:50 PM

dont get me wrong im looking and applying for everything that pops up but i cant even make payroll for the second paycheque of the month (janruary)

Sugar420 · 01-19-2010, 02:02 PM

oh im sorry to hear this and i sure hope everythig works out ok... you will be in my prayers for sure.

im sure you already thought of this but do you have anything you can sell? i cant remember but i thought you had some nice jewelery?
also, i dont know your living situaton but can you talk to your landlord about your situation?
just dont give up hope in things turning out alright if you do you best ok? i wont give up hope either. Jah bless u

Mydriasis · 01-19-2010, 02:17 PM

Is this what unemployment is for?

Hope you got some good friends man.

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-19-2010, 04:54 PM

nah I got shut down for EI because they were unable to discern what "actually happened" when I left my last job (I was asked to serve rancid chicken, and quit on the spot being that that is a disgusting thing to ask any cook to do and is totally immoral). I'm also not eligible for welfare and the average approval for welfare takes longer than I have to pay the rent.. gah.

**SageTree** · 01-19-2010, 05:09 PM

Couch surfing at ANY friends?

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-19-2010, 05:19 PM

the youth of today around my way are well hidden behind mommas apron, ergo, they live at home and nobody wants me sleeping on their couch.

and now the one person I thought I could solidly depend on is acosting me and is calling all my family members to find what, I don't know, she thinks I'm lying. This is bullshit I swear to god, I feel like I'm being infanticised, if that makes sense.

I don't ask for much but enough room to spread my wings.

tedkennedy · 01-19-2010, 05:20 PM

ask your family or family member.

tell thtem your situation.

they will most likely help you.

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-19-2010, 05:22 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by tedkennedy

ask your family or family member.

tell thtem your situation.

they will most likely help you.

that's what I'm trying to do but I'm doubtful, it doesn't seem like it's going to happen at this point.

This kinda sucks balls, I don't see any light at the end of this tunnel.

tedkennedy · 01-19-2010, 05:23 PM

whats up with your family?

you live far away from them or what?

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-19-2010, 05:27 PM

yeah, i dunno they gots money but they just never seem to help until after some huge disaster. The whole fam stood idly by while pops gambled away everything in the nineties and only offered to pay for treatment AFTER everything was gone. I could have done without that. There are numerous cases like that, they're not bad people just... slow to react I guess. I let everyone know how serious this is I mean at this point I don't have much option other than to steal sell drugs or prostitute myself. and we all know women don't frequent prostitutes

tedkennedy · 01-19-2010, 06:20 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by al-Mu'akhkhir

yeah, i dunno they gots money but they just never seem to help until after some huge disaster. The whole fam stood idly by while pops gambled away everything in the nineties and only offered to pay for treatment AFTER everything was gone. I could have done without that. There are numerous cases like that, they're not bad people just... slow to react I guess. I let everyone know how serious this is I mean at this point I don't have much option other than to steal sell drugs or prostitute myself. and we all know women don't frequent prostitutes

they think your lieing? wtf? its only 500 dollars its not the end of the world. im sure they will give it to you. maybe they dont realize your serious because you keep talking about selling drugs or prostituting.

Geeno · 01-19-2010, 06:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by al-Mu'akhkhir

I don't have much option other than to steal sell drugs or prostitute myself. and we all know women don't frequent prostitutes

lololol

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-19-2010, 06:52 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by tedkennedy

they think your lieing? wtf? its only 500 dollars its not the end of the world. im sure they will give it to you. maybe they dont realize your serious because you keep talking about selling drugs or prostituting.

lol those are the ideas i saved for yahooka, I'm not going to tell my family that I'm going to sell drugs or prostituting, because I really don't have either of those options.

badgoalie85 · 01-19-2010, 06:55 PM

sell sperm

my_scatterheart · 01-20-2010, 02:04 PM

sperm and plasma....and yo bling.

~1~ · 01-20-2010, 03:33 PM

Whats the landlord like?

If you live in a corporate controlled building I really feel for you since management companies don't see anything but numbers and make most of their money on turnovers so you're on the street if that's the case...

However if you have a cool guy as a landlord (as I am fortunate enough to have) tell him/her you'll be more than happy to toil away the hours working for him at his properties in exchange for a little leniency on the due date. Maybe he'll be willing to let you slide a bit on the dollar amount too, but let that one be his idea.

al-Mu'akhkhir · 01-20-2010, 04:49 PM

Yeah the landlord is a company. I live in a building where they believe it is ok for them to observe you on camera in the hallways.

turm - i'm already certified in a trade.

adventure · 01-20-2010, 04:52 PM

what are you doing in the hallway that you care? The cameras are more then likely for your security.

01-19-2010, 01:41 PM	#1 (permalink)
al-Mu'akhkhir Vem Para Ficar Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: in some pussy Posts: 3,203 Thanks: 500 Thanked 351 Times in 270 Posts	i'm fucking boned. well looks like I'm going to be panhandling and sleepin on da streets come the 1st of the month, barring any sort of miracle. I've exhausted all possible methods of borrowing and begging for money, and I refuse to steal over 500 dollars worth of stuff or money. So basically I'm fucked. i don't care though. my family doesn't care. there's literally nothing I can do to come up with the rest of the rent money ($550) before the 1st without doing something terribly illegal. you know, I got family sitting on millions, I got a cousin, who, because she is in uni right now, and her dad died last year and she got molestered by our uncle when she was younger, has money out the ass (like 5k expendable) from these same family members. I've never asked for anything in my life from my family. I'll always accept gifts, but I always turn down any help when it is offered and whatnot, but this time I actually need help. and all these rich ass family members want to do is throw down life lessons and try to analyze my shit like my resume and figure out "what's wrong". I'll tell you whats wrong, the job market is slow. I've never had anything but utterly fucking positive comments on my resume and qualifications. so what the fuck fucking fuck if I could cry I would have loved a shoulder upon which to do it, but I just feel cold. I don't understand what kind of a family I live in where help is more than available but the people who are capable of it are too far away or too busy with their own little fancy trips around the world and whatnot. jesus. __________________

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al-Mu'akhkhir Vem Para Ficar Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: in some pussy Posts: 3,203 Thanks: 500 Thanked 351 Times in 270 Posts	dont get me wrong im looking and applying for everything that pops up but i cant even make payroll for the second paycheque of the month (janruary) __________________

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01-19-2010, 04:54 PM	#6 (permalink)
al-Mu'akhkhir Vem Para Ficar Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: in some pussy Posts: 3,203 Thanks: 500 Thanked 351 Times in 270 Posts	nah I got shut down for EI because they were unable to discern what "actually happened" when I left my last job (I was asked to serve rancid chicken, and quit on the spot being that that is a disgusting thing to ask any cook to do and is totally immoral). I'm also not eligible for welfare and the average approval for welfare takes longer than I have to pay the rent.. gah. __________________

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Sugar420 Freedom Bird Join Date: Mar 2002 Posts: 6,138 Thanks: 41 Thanked 183 Times in 733 Posts	oh im sorry to hear this and i sure hope everythig works out ok... you will be in my prayers for sure. im sure you already thought of this but do you have anything you can sell? i cant remember but i thought you had some nice jewelery? also, i dont know your living situaton but can you talk to your landlord about your situation? just dont give up hope in things turning out alright if you do you best ok? i wont give up hope either. Jah bless u

01-19-2010, 05:09 PM	#7 (permalink)
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al-Mu'akhkhir Vem Para Ficar Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: in some pussy Posts: 3,203 Thanks: 500 Thanked 351 Times in 270 Posts	the youth of today around my way are well hidden behind mommas apron, ergo, they live at home and nobody wants me sleeping on their couch. and now the one person I thought I could solidly depend on is acosting me and is calling all my family members to find what, I don't know, she thinks I'm lying. This is bullshit I swear to god, I feel like I'm being infanticised, if that makes sense. I don't ask for much but enough room to spread my wings. __________________

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01-19-2010, 05:27 PM	#12 (permalink)
al-Mu'akhkhir Vem Para Ficar Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: in some pussy Posts: 3,203 Thanks: 500 Thanked 351 Times in 270 Posts	yeah, i dunno they gots money but they just never seem to help until after some huge disaster. The whole fam stood idly by while pops gambled away everything in the nineties and only offered to pay for treatment AFTER everything was gone. I could have done without that. There are numerous cases like that, they're not bad people just... slow to react I guess. I let everyone know how serious this is I mean at this point I don't have much option other than to steal sell drugs or prostitute myself. and we all know women don't frequent prostitutes __________________

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