osirus2020

Sad, afraid, depressed, angry, pensive, broke down, happy, polar, I don't know what the fuck.

I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years last week.

Things were going to shit and I didn't have the balls to tell myself so through some things going on we kind of mutually called it off. So first of all I feel kind of like a bitch for not nutting up earlier. I am happy for the time we had (up until a few months ago) and happy that I can begin to move on in my life.

It's interesting how memories can be so painful and so powerful. I am realist who lives in the here and now but at this point it's hard for me to even think of the good times we shared together. I don't feel sad or like I want to cry, it's different. I cleaned my room last Thursday and there were things that reminded me of her.

I'm not looking for unbridled sympathy or anything but this is my first break up and you guys are the only peeps I feel comfortable spilling my guts too.

Maybe I should see my own sig for guidance

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The Rev

That sucks, man. Breaking up killed me when I was young. Unfortunately, I still have no idea what to say to a person to make them feel better in these circumstances. Shit just has to suck for awhile. It will get better, tho. Hang in there, man.



The Rev

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SageTree

Sorry to hear that buddy. I can personally relate to what you are going through, although you will experience it in your own special way.

You don't have to figure it out in one day Brother. Try having kindness and compassion for yourself and maybe her as well. Be with where you are. Honour these emotions and try to find a healthy balance of expression and reflection. Accept more than reject, the they are signals,but not the action themselves. Finding a good outlet for them if you can.

Try to carry the good times and the lessons, if you feel any right now. Maybe you will be able to distill better later if it's not the time right now.

Take care of yourself man and as you say, be here now.
It's natural to feel all the ways you do right now.

Just be patient and be kind to yourself

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Bad dog

you don't miss the bitch, you miss her pussy.
answer, find another pussy.

just remember that all pussies want you dick and don't be afraid.

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turmaline

Your posts are like getting hit in the face with ice water sometimes..lol!


Hope you feel better osirius...

tedkennedy

dont worry man, being with a girl for 2 years is a long time.

not sure if you really care for her or what, but you will move on and find "love" elsewhere.

youll be ok, just keep your head up and keep moving along. dwelling on the past will only fuck you over.

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matthew munari

Mercury

It's all right man.

ChiefBongWater

Listen to this guy^

For the past 2 years you got used to this girl and your lives together. Its only natural to feel a wave of emotions after you guys end it and go separate ways. But try to take it one day at a time, Reflect on everything and cherish what you had but more importantly what is to come and i guarantee down the road good things will come to you man. Just gotta be sincere to yourself

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myxomatosis

It takes three things. Time. Booze. New people.

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oh sometimes the blues is just a passing bird
and why can't that always be
tossing aside from your birches crown
just enough dark to see
how you're the light over me

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SageTree

Watch that booze though when you're in a tough spot... it can just give you a new one.

Other than that.... nice little jingle to it

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