Xil

So it's been a rough time lately. My grades have been shit this semester, and all round things haven't gone well socially for me either.

Now last night i got busted for possession of marijuana and paraphernalia while on campus (so i have to deal with university discipline as well as court), and then tonight, less then 24 hours later, i got in a car crash. No, i wasnt drunk or anything but it was still probably my fault so i'm going to be paying quite a bit of money (my car is fucked).

Add this on to my parents flipping shit (my dad hates ppl breaking the law and i think my mom thinks of it as a sin) and just the general feelings of shittiness and depression i've had since i can remember, and all in all i'm in a pretty crappy place mentally right now.

I don't know, i guess im not really looking for guidance as much as support. suicide has been on the back of my mind for years and with this shit going down it just looks a little more and more convenient. i dont think i'm at that point though, i've been much more depressed and made it through, this has just been a really shitty 24 hours. i think i'll go to the uni counseling services if i dont bounce back a bit.

thanks all, you dont really have to reply, just seeing the views and knowing someone read what i said is enough.

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bubbler211

i feel you dude! keep hacking away at the inner body of this thing we call "law"

catastrophe

really really terrible days happen around once in a while. the best you can do for yourself is to live and let live. right now be thankful you survived an accident and are remarkably still alive; breathe and deal with the rest of the matters when they come on their own time

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RIP Gov

“To see a world in a grain of sand, And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour.”

Mikey

hey man, when it rains it pours. I feel your pain.
All I can say is, chin up, and things eventually will get better.
Time does heal all wounds.

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José

dude you have a right to be depressed in that situation. that shit would SUCK! that is incredibly unlucky to have all that shit happen to you.

just hang in there dude, at least were done with high school, right?

I remember back in the day when I tried to imagine when I would be driving a car. It seamed like it would be never. You're just in a rough patch dude, it sounds like you have caring parents though and a somewhat supporting family. You have a lot of things a lot of people dream of having.

Any who, I hope you're feeling better soon.

Do you have any hobbies? I find my hobbies are the best way to take my stress away.