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IM THE SEEKER
Join Date: Mar 2009
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not smoking weed may be hazardous to YOUR HEALTH
i havent been smoking bud for three days boy howdy am i a assshole i beat someon up at my work . i work the DPS so it was ok but normally i just write out a ticket and say good nit last note was not good drunk kid splooshed me in my face with a drink when i approached and ask for his ID . so i grabbed him by the back of his head and arm and face planted that little asshole on my SUV . my wife and i have been going at it every fucking ten soconds shes bitchy becasue she wont blazE if i dont outta some sort of fucked up thing "if you dont i wont" shit . FUCK THAT she talks it annoys me even more than before because before i could just roll one up and say fuck you im getting high and ignore her she would hit it 2 and not be a bitch anymore. i stashed all the buds and told her i sold it all . we have more in the shed. but its just not ready yet maybe in week ill cut and dry . so shes being a bitch and im a asshole when i dont smoke . they only reason why i burn buds is so i can relax and sleep . i was a 1st responder to 9/11 and it really fucked me up i never even so much as looked at weed up until sept 22 2001 a week or so afte the shit went down i started smokng weed two weeks after i moved to upstate ny been doing DPS ever since. i noticed that when i dont smoke weed im more apt to punch people in the FACE. i was a violent person before i have an di hav been shot stabbed and the like you know run over beaten with bats ;.. i have done my fair share of ass whompings i never shot anyone or stabbed anyone and smoking weed just fucking mellowed me out like i never thought possible / now i have this saliva test coming u so i had too lay off the bud for a couple days jesus ! i dont want to stop smoking weed so this really fucking sucks . 1 more day not even then im back to smoking got the test on mon at 2 wish me luck i hope i dont beat anyone's ass on the way there . hazardous it probly would be better if you actually knew me and didnt jut read this . here i sound like a fucking roid freak
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I am the Walrus
Join Date: Apr 2006
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Yeah man hit that shit before you lose your mind.
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Inhaling since 94'
Join Date: Dec 2009
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I felt just like u did the first couple of days I quit smoking. I was worried that I wouldn't be able to handle it cause I can be violent the shit people do is enough to make me snap but I stayed head strong and did it for my little ones, here I am day 30 and I'm feeling proud that I can go from smoking all day everyday 24/7 to not smoking at all. Shit can get better if u train ur brain as I call it. Don't get me wrong I love weed and I'm all for medical but I just couldn't get a good enough job. Hang in there and thanks for putin your life on the line everyday.
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Weed Smoker
Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: Manitoba Canada
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i quit also man like a week or idk im loseing my head to being an asshole i cant sleep eat nothing... i feel so down im getting sick and i got a headache damn i was a happy mellow stoner
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YaHookan
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I recommend taking martial arts with the emphasis of fighting being calm and relaxed. It'll take a while to learn what this means, it took me a couple of years and fucking up my life to realize this. I know what's it like, I have your temper, weed does calm you down, but at the same time, it also bottles your anger until the moment when you don't have any. I'm not telling you to not smoke weed, just get a handle on that anger because you could find yourself in a situation where you are forced to quit because it resulted from your anger. What if that dude called the police on you? You would lose your privilege to smoke weed. You have to appreciate that shit and control your anger. And I think there is no better way than sparring with someone who wants to fight, that after you are done, you can complement the other dude on his skills and analyze how you could've done better.
It's because of my anger that I lost my privilege to smoke weed. Getting in fights with random strangers who I picked knowing I could whoop their ass. That's weak shit right there. And the straw on the camel back, beating the shit out of one of my closest friends and my brother all because I thought they stole my shit. They had to call the police on me. Not only getting arrested and put on probation wasn't the only consequence, I destroyed all ties with my family and friends because they are too scared and disgusted to be around me. That's what anger can do if left unchecked. I can't smoke weed for another 5 months. But when I do, I'll taste what freedom is like. I can tell you are a guy who's proud of kicking other peoples ass. So why don't you train yourself to kick more ass. I guarantee if you are put in front of a trained fighter with your anger issues, you'll get your ass whooped. Anger controlling you make your body tense, you lose focus, you aren't relaxed. |
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