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Old 04-27-2014, 12:50 PM   #1 (permalink)
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Just Got Out Of Detox Going Into A Program

Yes.. I have been lying to myself. To everyone in my life.
I am the one.

New beginnings.

That is all for now.
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Old 04-27-2014, 01:06 PM   #2 (permalink)
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I knew something was up, been on my mind. Was wondering when you'd show up again..

Good luck Turm. You've got my good thoughts.
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Old 04-27-2014, 01:57 PM   #3 (permalink)
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We're hear if you need an ear, Turm.

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Old 04-27-2014, 02:26 PM   #4 (permalink)
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Love ya Turm.

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Old 04-27-2014, 02:26 PM   #5 (permalink)
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Cool. Hit up some meetings. They say your chances of success double if you go to a meeting within 24 hours of getting out of detox.
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Good first step, keep with it, be the woman you want to be! Best of luck!
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Old 04-27-2014, 03:19 PM   #7 (permalink)
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Thanks dudes.
Been going to two meetings a day.. They are helping alot.

Got a lot of business to take care of.

Thanks for thinkin of moi.
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Old 04-27-2014, 03:45 PM   #8 (permalink)
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Old 04-27-2014, 05:51 PM   #9 (permalink)
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Hey cool poem, I like that a lot! Glad your getting some help to get yourself straight.... Like I have said many times....you can do anything you want, the only one holding you back is you. Your poem kinda reminded me of that...Just know we are all here for ya and love ya!
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Old 04-27-2014, 06:33 PM   #10 (permalink)
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Is this why you wanted to move away, turmmy?

Glad everything's OK now.

I got to pick my bro up from jail this weekend, that was fun. You people need to chill on the alcohol.
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Old 04-27-2014, 06:44 PM   #11 (permalink)
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Never been in jail. I get your point though.

And yes I wanted to runaway from my life and the people who were disgusted with me... Can't run away from the person who is disgusted with me the most though when I am living in her skin.

Gotta deal with that shit.

I'm not angry anymore.

I've come to terms with it.

Time to face it... Quit being so stubborn.
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Old 04-27-2014, 06:59 PM   #12 (permalink)
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I knew you were hitting the sauce again from some of your posts. Takes one to know one, I suppose.

In any case, at the moment, I have almost a month sober myself. I've been exercising, going to meetings, eating healthy, etc etc

Don't be a stranger. We're going through the same thing. Rap with me sometime, sista.
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Old 04-27-2014, 07:02 PM   #13 (permalink)
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It takes a drunk to keep another drunk sober eh

Glad to hear you're doing better.

Very glad to hear.

That's in regards to all mind altering substances
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Old 04-27-2014, 07:10 PM   #14 (permalink)
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I'm newly sober as well.

Life just seems a bit....bland...with nothing to spice it up.

On the other hand, it's completely unmanageable with daily drinking and drugging.

Just doing my best :|
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Just 24 hours at a time or 60 seconds even.

You'll find it gets easier over time.. If it was easy.. We would've done it along time ago.

It'll be worth it in the end.
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I cannot express just how proud of you I am, and anyone who knows me knows that I don't give compliments. This is like the biggest WOW thing you've done since like forever.

Stay strong and remember that this is a win win situation with the biggest winners being your children and yourself.

Here day or night if you need any support or just to vent, keep it up or I'll make sure that the kosher hit squad get ya.
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Why don't you give compliments? Serious question. I love giving people compliments. Especially people I know that I will never see again, because then I can be really personal and then maybe they will think about that one random guy who complimented them that one time.
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Never been in jail. I get your point though.

And yes I wanted to runaway from my life and the people who were disgusted with me... Can't run away from the person who is disgusted with me the most though when I am living in her skin.

Gotta deal with that shit.

I'm not angry anymore.

I've come to terms with it.

Time to face it... Quit being so stubborn.
Been there, Turmmy. It's funny how some of us have levels of "give a fuck." I feel like it's sort of like one of those big buckets of water at huge water theme parks. That big bucket that eventually fills and then overflows and spills out. Every once and awhile I just stop giving a fuck, yet it is cyclical and almost somewhat predictable. The older I get though the more stable I am. I'm glad you know when to call it quits, it shows survivability and that you care.
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Way to go turm. You deserve a better life. much love to you.
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