Mydriasis

God I don't know why but I spoke to a dead friend of mine, I swear, and I feel so ... Lack of better words. He's a beautiful star now shining in the sky. I'm completely at ease with this. He told me he has family up there, and not like aunts and uncles but he implied family as in everything. He said he was proud of me, and I am so happy for him. Here's what I sang to him from the top of my head!

So maybe I,
should stop and enjoy this sky,
and just stop from wondering why,
cuz even if we die,
we don't remember why,
there's no reason to worry!

The night-sky,
oh you spoke to me tonight,
they'll say I'm crazy,
but I'm just so happy.
Yes I failed at apathy,
You didn't leave me,
you didn't leave sadly.

I cherish your energy,
this is not an elegy,
you just kissed me.

Oh the beauty in passing,
the beauty in our laughing,
out through this hazy atmosphere,
nothing left to fear,
your my friend, my dear,

So maybe I,
should stop and enjoy this sky,
and just stop from wondering why,
cuz even if we die,
we don't remember why,
there's no reason to worry!

Your the only star that was shown tonight, and I know why. Just for me.

Thanks for talking to me tonight, I don't feel so lonely. Infact I feel so loved. so loved I had to share it with people you will enjoy eventually!

I know your not resting in peace, your alive in it!

and so much fucking <3!

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